man, i am considering dropping like $1,500 on loli.
huuuuuuuuuuuumph. i need someone to talk me out of this.
part of me is like, "you have the money. just do it. everyone else does it. nobody else you know saves as much as you. you have a chronic disease-- enjoy yourself for once. you have $1,000 dollars in uncahsed checks sitting right next to you, for fuck's sake!!!"
and another part of me is like, "GOD, YOU ARE SO STUPID."
i AM stupid.
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