"There's NO Limit ToWhatYouCanWIN!!!!!!"
"ACHHHHOOO,ACHOOOO, ACHOOOO....!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that is the best way to describe my day. and of course the subject of my post- i have been at work for 80% of my week and i THOUGHT i had a day off tomorrow.. but no... 3-8.. why the fuck they need a front person at 3 i have absolutely no clue but whatever.. ive been sick and had to work before.. what can ya do? every single job i have ever had i have never been able to call in sick-it never works.. and im talkin baaaad sick too- one time at TCBY.. ok nevermind i could go on. so one main thing on my mind is my acceptance or lack there of to cal arts- i find out in the next couple of days and it will either make me or break me-but either way im getting trashed this weekend either out of celebration or out of crushed-ness. anyways one thing that has been in and out of my mind is this summer-well correction. the summer has consumed my mind-but one person that i will see more of is bleeping in and out of my thoughts. there is still a spark between the two of us.. and i am not sure what will happen. we broke up two years ago bc he went to school-and we didnt hang out last summer bc i was in and out of stupid small relationships-and experimentations. but now that i've grown up a little bit.. and i am not as lost as i was 2 years ago im really curious to see how this will pan out. but at the same time im only going to be here for a month. that is also something that is going to be on my mind. i will only be gone for a month but at the same time thats a WHOLE MONTH! it will be fantastic to get away from everything but i dont know what i will do without my partner in crime- and i will be show deprived. i dont know where Cass is planning to go to school and i know i need to make more friends, but im scared that we wont be as close as we are now-7 months from now. i guess we will do whatever and hopefully end up driving our kids to school drunk when we are hot MILFS and getting sloshed on the week nights with eachother till we are too old to climb out of bed. HAHA.. anyways.. i am working on a surrealist piece in painting and when asking my teacher how my progress was going she mentioned how sad my painting was. it struck me as odd because this lady never smiles or shows any bit of compassion or even offers anything other than criticisms- and she just looked at me with this sad worried look on her face and said "Are you ok? Are you sad Rory?" i was speechless. i honestly didnt know if i should even go into explanation or if i should just shrug and walk away. it was an odd day. work sucked my ass- i felt as if i was going to faint the whole fucking day and i kissed soooo many asses tonight-more than usual- and walked out with 15 bucks- i have done so much better.. aww disappointments. one good thing though- me and cass went and visited Mangus today and he always brightens my day... and those chairs!!! Cass- WE ARE STEALING THOSE CHAIRS!!!!!!!!!!! the ROCK!! *Budumptchhhsssssss* yes... pun!..anyways... i offcially cannot breath once my mouth is closed so im going to go to bed and watch more of my movies... later to all.