go figure
well what do ya know.... my boyfriend said he would come over tonight and he's still not here... like i posted in my last journal may be drama or not... well i guess there is...sometimes i am really bothered by him drinking... but i'm not the only one... he gets mean when he drinks... before we were even dating he drank so much he didn't remember leaving me nasty messages... well i don't want to get into that right now so.... i have been crocheting this blanket all night(waiting for my b/f) and SIPPING some wine... let's see i had one glass that lasted me 3 hours.... don't think i have a problem... but tomorrow night i am going to a party that i wasn't planning on going to b/c i was going to go to the movies with my man... but i'd rather go to this party thing "have a girls night" since that's what he had today....."boys night"...... grrr i am very angry right now so i am using this journal thing to vent... wow seems to be helping a bit..but so does the nicotine i keep smoking every min. to top off this wonderful night my car is fucking up.. i think something is wrong with the gear box... i really don't know much about cars but i have to force it to put it into park... and when it's in park it doesn't want to start.... at first i thought it was the battery b/c i tried to move my car and nothing came on... so i was going to put it into neutral so i could attempt to push it and it started in neutral... i don't understand these things... cars they suck... something is always wrong with um... it seems something new every week it suck so bad.... makes me want to go jump some snow piles with it (lol) the reason the jumping snow piles thing is funny is b/c me and my b/f were having a little conflict and we were going on some back roads and i looked and saw we passed our street and ended up jumping this huge snow pile... might i add we were airbourne in a ford explorer..lol.. i really messed up his alignment in his truck... haha oopsy... anyways... that's all i need to vent for now.... good night all... M