Can't....Move
I'm starting to get concerned. Last week I couldn't make it in to work before 1pm but I didn't much worry, I'm pretty burnt out and it was my last full week at my job and I had no shows coming up to plan for.
Saturday I slept most of the day but I attributed it mostly to the beer I drank Friday night.
Sunday I got some stuff done: cleaning, laundry, trash.
Yesterday was my first day of self-employment and after my morning meeting I did a little shopping then I took a nap.
Today I have not left the house (yet) and I can't keep my eyes open for more than an hour at a time.
I have also not had a cigarette or a patch in the last 36 hours.
Does the body go into a hibernative state to avoid facing the consequences of withdrawl? Am I really that tired? Do I let it run its course or make the big, manful effort to be productive no matter what?
I have one cigarette left and it's in my car and I have been thinking about going out to get it and smoke it all day but every time I decide I'm gonna do it, I fall asleep instead. Hmmmm.
Saturday I slept most of the day but I attributed it mostly to the beer I drank Friday night.
Sunday I got some stuff done: cleaning, laundry, trash.
Yesterday was my first day of self-employment and after my morning meeting I did a little shopping then I took a nap.
Today I have not left the house (yet) and I can't keep my eyes open for more than an hour at a time.
I have also not had a cigarette or a patch in the last 36 hours.
Does the body go into a hibernative state to avoid facing the consequences of withdrawl? Am I really that tired? Do I let it run its course or make the big, manful effort to be productive no matter what?
I have one cigarette left and it's in my car and I have been thinking about going out to get it and smoke it all day but every time I decide I'm gonna do it, I fall asleep instead. Hmmmm.