May 29, 2005 17:06
when we parted at that bon fire I knew it would be tuff.. she was one of my closest friends. I knew that after that night I wouldnt be as close of friends as we had been because we wouldn't talk or see eachother for a long time.. I had no idea that at this point, it would be months at a time when i wouldn't even talk to her. I used to try to say hi on aim, but i gave up. it was hopelless. i rarely got a response. every once and a while we would talk, but no where near like we used to. I don't think I have had a good and in depth conversation with her since a few months before high school even ended. I know she is busy.. I know she has a boyfriend.. I know she has higher priorities.. but still.. she was a great friend..
i don't think I need to continue on.. you know where this is going and you get the point.. at least I hope you do...