Wow
Well I haven't written in here for a long time..
I am pretty mad.. Kyle finally called me. I haven't talked to him in 3 weeks. I mean, I feel like a little girl once again because omg he didn't call. But we used to be the closest friends. Probably the closest I have ever had. It is just hard to kee a friendship when someone moves away.. And now I know when I move back there, he is going to Biola for college so I really wont hang out with him as much. It just sucks to grow back apart after a 5 year long strong friendship.
Ok enough of that.. no one wants to hear it..
I had a love lab tonight, and I kind of felt that I made my self look like I didn't look too much like I know what I was doing. I have been feeling like that lately because theres just a lot that I have been thinking about. I just want to be done.. done with college and this stupid place. I am tired of it here. Food sucks, so does water, the drivers give me most of my anxiety, and now there is this heat. I am worried abotu becomming a complete dick once the heat really kicks in. When heat and I mix, it is a very bad situation and I dont think it will be good.. In fact I am worried now about it.
I dunno
I am kinda at my low point of the month where I am all depressed and hide in my corner..
I am finally happy that like I have found my little group of friends now. We shalll see.. in the mean time I am going to sleep...
I am pretty mad.. Kyle finally called me. I haven't talked to him in 3 weeks. I mean, I feel like a little girl once again because omg he didn't call. But we used to be the closest friends. Probably the closest I have ever had. It is just hard to kee a friendship when someone moves away.. And now I know when I move back there, he is going to Biola for college so I really wont hang out with him as much. It just sucks to grow back apart after a 5 year long strong friendship.
Ok enough of that.. no one wants to hear it..
I had a love lab tonight, and I kind of felt that I made my self look like I didn't look too much like I know what I was doing. I have been feeling like that lately because theres just a lot that I have been thinking about. I just want to be done.. done with college and this stupid place. I am tired of it here. Food sucks, so does water, the drivers give me most of my anxiety, and now there is this heat. I am worried abotu becomming a complete dick once the heat really kicks in. When heat and I mix, it is a very bad situation and I dont think it will be good.. In fact I am worried now about it.
I dunno
I am kinda at my low point of the month where I am all depressed and hide in my corner..
I am finally happy that like I have found my little group of friends now. We shalll see.. in the mean time I am going to sleep...