May 02, 2005 19:36
Well I am on the plane. On my way back to the gayest place on earth, gaylando. I really dont want to go back. I feel really bad because I never really said goodbye to my mom. i mean on the phone I did, but not in person. This morning I didnt do the early check in thing online 4 hours before my flight.. that was a mistake because now I am way far down on the list to get on the flights. That really sucked. so the first flight they put me on, and i was just bout to get on my seat when the gate person told me to go back up and then the person that was supposed to be in that seat showed up. That sucked and wasn't fair because they are supposed to cut off late people 15 mintues before the flight. ohh well. So then I went to the second fight and I got on that one. SO now I am on the plane. I am really hungry. something seriously smells like ass too. I dont know what it is.. maybe the little girl sitting in front of me.. hahaha. the plane is sooo loud because I am all the way in the back and about 5 feet back is one of the jet engines. I have my headphones on though blasting jason maraz. I really like his music. it is soo cool.
Ohh one thing I forgot to say about last night.. We were sitting there then this kid in a red dress shirt came and walked up to one of the tables where his girlfriend was with roses and he proposed. like everyone there was cheering and stuff.. it was cool. I wish I was getting married. I can't wait till I do. Some how kyle and I were talking abou weddings. I want mine to be likw a small secluded thing on a beach or something nice like that.. then again it depends on what my wife would want.
I really want to sleep but I just can't because I am sad for not saying goodbye to my mom. as lame as that sounds..
Ugh I just cann't wait to move back home. I just want to be able to be there and not have to fly back. then worry about getting on or not. for some reason I am like literally having an anxiety attack or something. I just feel like I am panicing and I don't know why. I just want to get back to florida so then I will be done with it. I am probably going to miss 24 tonight.. dammit. Thats such a good show.. im such a dork..
So when I move back, Teddy and I are going to get a place together. It will be soo grand. I can't wait for that either. I really wish I had internet right now so I could talk to friends and stuff. this is soo boring. the worst thing is that it has only been about 50 minutes since I got on the plane. I want food but they only have this 3 dollar thing that is weird. Well when I get to dallas I will get something there. they will also charge me up the ass for not much at all. they gave me this chewy wholsome favorites baked apple thing. looks nasty. I think I am going to try to sleep now so the time passes by faster.