new song, "all of my scars"

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lately i have been thinking
of missed oppurtunities
and what i've thrown away
but the older i get
it's the chances i've missed
that tend to stick around

so full speed ahead and damn the tomorrows

i dont want to die without any scars
and i dont want to think (that life will always be so hard)
but the older i get
the more it seems like it, and i dont want to stick around

i was gonna write you a song
but it wasn't sad enough to sing
and i currently dont want to feel anything
cause i'm stuck in my head
when i'm laying in my bed
and i hate feeling so alone

but i dont want to die without any scars
so full speed ahead, and damn the tomorrows

i got skeletons in my closet (im a disappointment)
and their secrets are getting to loud
and starting to seep out