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Okay, here it is officially:
I can't deal anymore. I love and care about my friends, and I always want to be able to help them. I think that it's important as a friend to try to help your other friends no matter the cost. But it's become too much for me. I have too many problems of my own, and worrying about everyone else is just making it so much worse. It's very hard to deal with the stress of my own life, and the pressure of "trying to be a good friend" is just destroying me. I'm not going to rant on my livejournal or to my friends about my problems- I usually don't because I would never want to put that pressure on anyone else. People don't worry about me, they expect me to be the one to worry with them. So I'm sorry if I'm your shoulder to cry on, or your listening ear, or your helping hand, but right now I really need time to deal with my own life. I still care very much about my friends, but not to the point where these things are happening. I'm going to stop there because I don't think it's a good idea to rant about "my terrible life" on my livejournal. That is what personal journals are for. And I'm not going to ever spill any friend's problems here, or blame any friends for anything, because you never know who's reading your livejournal.
I can't deal anymore. I love and care about my friends, and I always want to be able to help them. I think that it's important as a friend to try to help your other friends no matter the cost. But it's become too much for me. I have too many problems of my own, and worrying about everyone else is just making it so much worse. It's very hard to deal with the stress of my own life, and the pressure of "trying to be a good friend" is just destroying me. I'm not going to rant on my livejournal or to my friends about my problems- I usually don't because I would never want to put that pressure on anyone else. People don't worry about me, they expect me to be the one to worry with them. So I'm sorry if I'm your shoulder to cry on, or your listening ear, or your helping hand, but right now I really need time to deal with my own life. I still care very much about my friends, but not to the point where these things are happening. I'm going to stop there because I don't think it's a good idea to rant about "my terrible life" on my livejournal. That is what personal journals are for. And I'm not going to ever spill any friend's problems here, or blame any friends for anything, because you never know who's reading your livejournal.