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not much has changed-i have my liscense now which is cool but my mom took it away till febuary 10th cause im a dumb ass and left evidence of illegal activity in the minvin-whatever though-i work at papa ginos now-its alright, but i only plan on working there till april or something-costa rica in april! its gonna be soo ill-me, iz and alida are going and i think raffie might go which would be awesome-latley ive found more of the bad sides of people which i dont know if thats a good thing or not cause some of these people i was once friends with-i dont like losing friends, but it just keeps happening more and more-whatever though iguess, i dont want to have to many friends before i end up never seeing any of them again, if that makes sense-i smoke alot of weed now, almost every day, but it hasnt affected me negativley yet so im fine with it-im also very tired alot(could be the reason why)-latley ive just been hating school more and more-the work, faculty, and people. also, the food they serve us is terrible and i wish i had the balls to say something about it. i kind of want to do dual enrollment at cape cod community college next year but i doubt i will. it doesnt matter really-just as long as i finish-alot of people dropped out this year that i wouldnt think would-it sucks cause its a stupid thing to do but we all know if it wasnt a bad thing we would. education is important though,but i definitly take it for grantide(however that is spelled) grades close tomorrow to which makes me sort of nervous. i have to work friday saturday sunday-so lame-im taking the whole next weekend off-i hang out with isabel all the time now which i love-it makes up for the years i missed out on-i also get along better with katie now which is good-we used to HATE eachother but shit happens i guess-its incredible how hard it is to save money-i need about $1000 dollars right now and i have $327 but im getting there-i need 500 for my deductable and 500 for costa rica-i wanted to go to germany this summer to see julia but i dont think ill make enough money by then to go-well see i guess-this is sort of pointless, but whatever. im pretty sure maybe one or two people might read this, haha-another thing i found out is that i think im allergic to ciggarettes or something-i smoked them on occasion for a little while and i was fine but when i smoked one one night when i was hanging out with ian and cole, i ended up getting sick-it was weird, and then it happened again at kaytlins house and i missed out on a fat blunt cause i was outside in the 10 degree weather sweating and vomiting-its discusting-well its a bad habit anyway, so i guess im happy they make me sick-my parents are going away from feb 26 to march 5 and they are leaving my sister and I at my house alone. i cannot wait. no school, doing whatever i want, absolute freedom-i just better not fuck up again before they leave or they'll make me stay with someone-well this is long, too long actually so im going to end this by saying i lied at the beggining-some stuff has changed but no changes have been so critical thus far that have made any sort of impact on my life.