3 1/2 months to go
so this weekend was creazy i spent every second with matt. and today he left. so yeah it was hard meagan had to like pry me off of him. and then me n matt drove back cuz he knew i wouldn't want to be riving wiht neone else and we got to his house and someone bought fuckin pineapple and pepornno pizza. so that made me cry after i ahd just stopped crying but yeah. shannon just called to check up on me. lol shes like me n brandy are ognna make it go by so fast. i hope so i hope he calls me like tonite.... im crying so much no1 has neidea. well yeah i gotta go im gonna go watch a movie or something by myself