round stic grip med usa
day 4 no sleep no eat
feeling better.
Feelings blah.. If i wanted this to happen why do i feel so bad? it must be the time, 4 and a half years. is a long time to be with someone nearly every day. I just wanted her to go away. we had nothing to talk about anymore. there was nothing to say. we did everything together for so long. she wanted us to talk more and so did i, but she wouldn't open up, she never told me what was wrong. i tried to talk to her too but i never could. it was like i wasn't allowed to ever be upset or depressed, well even with the pills it still happens and i try to talk to her, and she'd be like oh what is this a pity party now. i never wanted her fucking pity or anyone's,i just wanted someone to confide in, and i never could do that with her. i just wanted her gone for a little while and now that she is i feel like this.
feeling better.
Feelings blah.. If i wanted this to happen why do i feel so bad? it must be the time, 4 and a half years. is a long time to be with someone nearly every day. I just wanted her to go away. we had nothing to talk about anymore. there was nothing to say. we did everything together for so long. she wanted us to talk more and so did i, but she wouldn't open up, she never told me what was wrong. i tried to talk to her too but i never could. it was like i wasn't allowed to ever be upset or depressed, well even with the pills it still happens and i try to talk to her, and she'd be like oh what is this a pity party now. i never wanted her fucking pity or anyone's,i just wanted someone to confide in, and i never could do that with her. i just wanted her gone for a little while and now that she is i feel like this.