Nov 24, 2005 19:34
ahh. i just wrote a HUGE entry that had all my feelings written in it and i even wrote a letter to someone that had everything i ever want to tell him in it. and i don't want to rewrite it. ugh. i keep thinking that everything happens for a reason. maybe no one was supposed to see that letter. so now it's gone.
today is NOT a good day. i found out i am useless and an embarassment. i'm sorry i can't live up to your standards. and that i can't make you happy. i just wish i could do something right in your eyes..for once.
i don't feel like writing anymore.
hopefully the weekend gets better.
<3 meee.