Too much...
I feel like a bad friend because I haven't gotten any replies.. then I realised LJ was set to my old email address which I don't use anymore.. This way, it will go to the email address I use for Outlook/Blackberry.. I heart it.
I'm stressed
Like seriously
I need to find out how to stop sleeping.. there aren't enough hours in the day!!
I mean, compared to a lot of people out there its probably not much.. but for me, its a lot.
Oh and coffee doesnt keep me awake. BAH HUMBUG!
1) i need to find at least 45 min to go to the gym almost daily.. my trainer is getting a tad annoyed with me that I havent gone for 2 weeks...
2) i'm doing the most Godawful subject on face of the earth and i hates it soooooo good. I really do. Its hard and i'm 2 weeks behind. FUCK
3) i'm worried about failing cause apparently if you fail a certain amount, you dont get feehelp, which i need. and want. damnit!
4) i want want want to learn french. i can on the way to work etc using my ipod. im just lazy
5) i should learn ukrainian because im 99% going to ukraine in july.
6) im counting down the MINUTES until i go to the US - and get away from this all
7) works SHITE! so so so much bitchiness and bullshit. and it doesnt help i'm there from 7-5 daily. stupid stupid stupid work. and no, i wont look for a new job because this one gives the flexibility as in take a few days off at a time and stuff. and lots of holidays! weeeeeeee
8) im scared of my interim boss (while my boss is on holidays) - i've heard a lot of stories about her meanness.....
9) my sister and mother expect me to help them at random times, so im halfway doing a question for my subject and i get this "COME HERE AND FIX MY PC"... bloody hell im not IT support.. (have you turned it on and off?? <3 IT Crowd)
10) im going to stop eating sugar/chocolate/crap starting today so stress overload here i come...
11) Have I mentioned how much I hate this subject? Really? Truly its shit. ABSOLUTE shit.
12) My grandfather (in the US) has dementia now.. it happened after my grandmothers death.. And my mother is stressing out cause she is organising him and his shit from here and hes giving hell to my uncle (over there) and shes stressing out to protect him..
13) my half-brother is in the israeli army fighting that fucking war - argh, that shit makes me angry!!
14) theres a lump under my left arm. it hurts and im sure it'll go away but still...
meh.
over it.
I'm stressed
Like seriously
I need to find out how to stop sleeping.. there aren't enough hours in the day!!
I mean, compared to a lot of people out there its probably not much.. but for me, its a lot.
Oh and coffee doesnt keep me awake. BAH HUMBUG!
1) i need to find at least 45 min to go to the gym almost daily.. my trainer is getting a tad annoyed with me that I havent gone for 2 weeks...
2) i'm doing the most Godawful subject on face of the earth and i hates it soooooo good. I really do. Its hard and i'm 2 weeks behind. FUCK
3) i'm worried about failing cause apparently if you fail a certain amount, you dont get feehelp, which i need. and want. damnit!
4) i want want want to learn french. i can on the way to work etc using my ipod. im just lazy
5) i should learn ukrainian because im 99% going to ukraine in july.
6) im counting down the MINUTES until i go to the US - and get away from this all
7) works SHITE! so so so much bitchiness and bullshit. and it doesnt help i'm there from 7-5 daily. stupid stupid stupid work. and no, i wont look for a new job because this one gives the flexibility as in take a few days off at a time and stuff. and lots of holidays! weeeeeeee
8) im scared of my interim boss (while my boss is on holidays) - i've heard a lot of stories about her meanness.....
9) my sister and mother expect me to help them at random times, so im halfway doing a question for my subject and i get this "COME HERE AND FIX MY PC"... bloody hell im not IT support.. (have you turned it on and off?? <3 IT Crowd)
10) im going to stop eating sugar/chocolate/crap starting today so stress overload here i come...
11) Have I mentioned how much I hate this subject? Really? Truly its shit. ABSOLUTE shit.
12) My grandfather (in the US) has dementia now.. it happened after my grandmothers death.. And my mother is stressing out cause she is organising him and his shit from here and hes giving hell to my uncle (over there) and shes stressing out to protect him..
13) my half-brother is in the israeli army fighting that fucking war - argh, that shit makes me angry!!
14) theres a lump under my left arm. it hurts and im sure it'll go away but still...
meh.
over it.