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Okay.. I got some updating to do... the other day.. i didn't put much in my entry.. actually it was a negetive entry. I'm going through vocational training and that day.. i was tested in math, english etc skills. When I got my results back.. I scored on a lot of the test above average.. which i was very happy about . Some of those test were hard you know. Then they gave me three extra test in clerical work, you know filing...etc.. It wasn't easy because i had to do it mostly in my head and there was a lot of info to memorize.. so it gave me sort of a headache.
Yesterday.. I finish the testing.. and I was release around 2.. so i decided to go to my best friend house.. in freeport long Island. I hung out with her and my niece. My niece Justine is adorable..in a way yesterday, we kinded bonded, with me being her aunt. It felt good. Then Melissa (best friend) put on a dvd..called "The notebook" which was a great movie.. so i suggest you ppl see it or read the book. I'm not telling what it's about. But it's very touching. My mother and my family had a big blow out the last couple of days.. but i'm hoping its going to settle soon. My grandmother and my mother are going to group session to try to work out their differents.. which i hope for the near future really does work out for there relationship.
Today I went to the place where i go for vacational training and yesterday I was told it was a work shop.. turn out. the person that runs it doesn't do a workshop with a small group.. Supposly i was going to have to sit there all day until 3 to see if someone was going to see me about my vacational classes. She asked me for my resume.. I told her i'll bring it in tommrrow. I was just sitting there and if i wouldn't had said anything I would had been sitting there doing nothing .. because it didn't sound like I was going to be seen. So I told her I said "what am i suppose to do?" i wasn't told i would just have sit here and wait... i said I wasn't told nothing... so she finally decided to let me leave early. When i left, I was irrated because I felt like a whole day was ruin in a way. My feeling were all mixed up. I called my mother and she told me to calm down because apparently now when I get any kind of frustrated or any emotion like that.. i get out of breathe. so i get on the train and I went back to forest hills. I didn't feel like going home, yet so i decided to look around. I went into claires, barnes and nobles .. then all of the sudden i found my self in pet discount.. looking at hamsters. so yea I called my mom and she said it was up to me. so i bought a hamster. She's black and her name is Baby. The reason why.. because on the bus and the way home i was carrying her and her cage and all her stuff. She was in a cardboard box.. and once I got on the bus I hear a nibbling sound and I look and she had nibble or bit an opening of the box. so i kept telling her to stay down and kept calling her Baby.. so automatically her name became Baby.. She's adorable. I got everything she needs and for the rest of the afternoon and evening I was trying to bond and let her get use of me. She has settle down. .. she likes to sleep and curl up in coners. I mean in reality she is still a "baby". I had to rearrange certain things in my room to accomodate her because of book i bought on how to take of Hamsters. So I did. so I'm happy.
AND as far as my hand goes. it Huuuurrrttttssss!!!.. I'm seeing the docter on friday for a new cast.. because the first one the insides got moldly because it got wet and no matter what i did to protect it .. it didn't help. I'm going to ask them how i'm suppose to keep it dry in the shower etc..
Yesterday.. I finish the testing.. and I was release around 2.. so i decided to go to my best friend house.. in freeport long Island. I hung out with her and my niece. My niece Justine is adorable..in a way yesterday, we kinded bonded, with me being her aunt. It felt good. Then Melissa (best friend) put on a dvd..called "The notebook" which was a great movie.. so i suggest you ppl see it or read the book. I'm not telling what it's about. But it's very touching. My mother and my family had a big blow out the last couple of days.. but i'm hoping its going to settle soon. My grandmother and my mother are going to group session to try to work out their differents.. which i hope for the near future really does work out for there relationship.
Today I went to the place where i go for vacational training and yesterday I was told it was a work shop.. turn out. the person that runs it doesn't do a workshop with a small group.. Supposly i was going to have to sit there all day until 3 to see if someone was going to see me about my vacational classes. She asked me for my resume.. I told her i'll bring it in tommrrow. I was just sitting there and if i wouldn't had said anything I would had been sitting there doing nothing .. because it didn't sound like I was going to be seen. So I told her I said "what am i suppose to do?" i wasn't told i would just have sit here and wait... i said I wasn't told nothing... so she finally decided to let me leave early. When i left, I was irrated because I felt like a whole day was ruin in a way. My feeling were all mixed up. I called my mother and she told me to calm down because apparently now when I get any kind of frustrated or any emotion like that.. i get out of breathe. so i get on the train and I went back to forest hills. I didn't feel like going home, yet so i decided to look around. I went into claires, barnes and nobles .. then all of the sudden i found my self in pet discount.. looking at hamsters. so yea I called my mom and she said it was up to me. so i bought a hamster. She's black and her name is Baby. The reason why.. because on the bus and the way home i was carrying her and her cage and all her stuff. She was in a cardboard box.. and once I got on the bus I hear a nibbling sound and I look and she had nibble or bit an opening of the box. so i kept telling her to stay down and kept calling her Baby.. so automatically her name became Baby.. She's adorable. I got everything she needs and for the rest of the afternoon and evening I was trying to bond and let her get use of me. She has settle down. .. she likes to sleep and curl up in coners. I mean in reality she is still a "baby". I had to rearrange certain things in my room to accomodate her because of book i bought on how to take of Hamsters. So I did. so I'm happy.
AND as far as my hand goes. it Huuuurrrttttssss!!!.. I'm seeing the docter on friday for a new cast.. because the first one the insides got moldly because it got wet and no matter what i did to protect it .. it didn't help. I'm going to ask them how i'm suppose to keep it dry in the shower etc..