like an effing whale...
ugggggh. i'm following the guidelines for sacred heart. it said to eat a baked potato with butter.
and now i feel disgusting.
i can't get the greasy taste of fat out of my mouth now, no matter how much water i drink.
i loaded the potato with roasted vegetables and some margarine [i'd wanted hot food for so long] and ate the whole damned thing.
and when i went to eat the huge salad [the diet says to stuff yourself with the stuff], i could hardly eat a bite, i was so full.
i ate five green olives, two carrot sticks, one celery stick.
i feel like i'm going to be sick. like, i'm drinking as much water as possible in hopes that it'll want to come back up.
so full it hurts
please please please let me purge, just this once...
* * * * * * *
518 calories total for the day. i feel like this is getting harder and harder every day.
but i'm sure lots of girls feel the same way. if anyone wants to talk, im me on aim anytime - xheart and bonex
*le sigh*
and now i feel disgusting.
i can't get the greasy taste of fat out of my mouth now, no matter how much water i drink.
i loaded the potato with roasted vegetables and some margarine [i'd wanted hot food for so long] and ate the whole damned thing.
and when i went to eat the huge salad [the diet says to stuff yourself with the stuff], i could hardly eat a bite, i was so full.
i ate five green olives, two carrot sticks, one celery stick.
i feel like i'm going to be sick. like, i'm drinking as much water as possible in hopes that it'll want to come back up.
so full it hurts
please please please let me purge, just this once...
* * * * * * *
518 calories total for the day. i feel like this is getting harder and harder every day.
but i'm sure lots of girls feel the same way. if anyone wants to talk, im me on aim anytime - xheart and bonex
*le sigh*