a success of a day
today i had a donut hole and a sugar-free vanilla frozen latte. never had one before; now i know why mk is obsessed! delicious, 100 calories; what could be better? total 156 calories. burned off 200 in gym class today. yesssssss. go me. even when bf was consuming greasy food in front of me, i sipped my water and denied my hunger. my stomach's been growling all day, but it's been worth it.
i can't wait to wake up and see my ribs. they look best in the morning. even bf can tell the difference; we were making out today and he kept squeezing my hipbones and running his fingers along my ribs. i'm glad he likes it. that gives me more reason to be strong.
another reason i thought of to lose more is that i'll be able to rock-climb decently. i was always so bad at it; it's incredibly hard to pull yourself up a rock face when you're carrying several dozen pounds of lard with you. a friend of mine is new thinspiration to me. she's a rock-climber, 103 pounds, tiny but very toned muscularly. i want to look like her.
i can't wait to wake up and see my ribs. they look best in the morning. even bf can tell the difference; we were making out today and he kept squeezing my hipbones and running his fingers along my ribs. i'm glad he likes it. that gives me more reason to be strong.
another reason i thought of to lose more is that i'll be able to rock-climb decently. i was always so bad at it; it's incredibly hard to pull yourself up a rock face when you're carrying several dozen pounds of lard with you. a friend of mine is new thinspiration to me. she's a rock-climber, 103 pounds, tiny but very toned muscularly. i want to look like her.