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Monday, I went shopping OMG YOU GUYS, I got this amazing, dark turquoise frilly short dress and I am obsessed with it. See, I found a sparkly pink shirt and was going to buy it when I passed this gorgeous dress and I tried it on for the hell of it, excited but secretly hoping it'd look like crap so I wouldn't have to buy it. WELL GUESS WHAT, IT DIDN'T, SO GUESS WHAT, I HAD TO. Also, our mall got a new brain store called Marbles AND IT IS MY FAVORITE I CANNOT EVEN!! So many fun brain games and witty books all over the place, and everyone who works there is so much fun and I always leave wanting to be legit friends with all of them. So I dicked around in there before I bought this game called Rush Hour, I love it I love it. Then Jason came and we (okay, he) made ravioli. I have no idea how to cook, you guys, I have no idea about like, anything to do with it. Also, not related to pasta, he is so incredibly supportive, I cannot even, he makes me feel like so much is possible, and that I'm never not good enough for anything I could dare to even think or want. And he is always there to help me get it.
THEN HOUSE WAS ON. Actually no, House was on as we were cooking too but don't worry, I stopped to watch the Cuddy scenes. Speaking of, "well played" - I get it I GUESS but IDK, if my boyfriend called me on my shit like that, I would most likely concede and be like, "you're right, that's fair, I'm sorry I've been such a goddamn hypocrite". IDK I am just getting really frustrated with how they (the writers) are handling this "fight" that shouldn't even BE a fucking fight in the first place. AND! I'm getting frustrated that they KEEP enforcing and enFORCING the point that 1.) relationships should be entirely built on lies, and 2.) you should say stuff you don't really mean and do stuff you don't want to do just so you can keep having sex with your girlfriend. Like...
I had a job interview yesterday. Some HR department needs help with their end-of-year stuff, so it'd be office work but whatever. Oh man the woman who interviewed me was so nice though. She was convinced she knew me from somewhere but we couldn't figure it out. ANYWAY, she was really nice and very easy to talk to, I wasn't nervous at all. And we ended up talking about film and dance and she loved that I was a creative person, we also talked about her kids and her husband's cousin's wife (lol) who is like an editor or something, it was fun. It's only a three-week stint but it pays well and I'm bored anyway so I hope I get it.
ALSO OH MY GOD, FILM IS SO FLAKY. Tony called yesterday to tell me that our short director CAN actually fly out in December now. So I'm glad I didn't spend time writing a script to fill in its spot, I guess~. Which sucks because I had an idea, but now I still get to do props and editing so I won't complain. Either way I'm doing SOMETHING. The constant back-and-forth everywhere, about everything, drives me nuts though.
Our screenwriter looked over what I had so far for my short about pottery. And he is, like, invaluable to me? My god, I can't even. I love him because he doesn't sit and sugarcoat everything and coddle me. He gave such helpful, direct criticism, full of straight up "no"s and "never do this"s and "you're way overusing _____"s. He told me that he realizes that I write with the intention of directing it myself, but I can't do that, I always have to assume it's for somebody else. I can't even tell you how much I appreciate that. He said he was just being critical but that has always been a compliment to me. My old ballet teacher was the same way and she told me it was only because she felt I was worth her time. I am so thankful for that life lesson and the fact that I got it so early. I miss her so much, but having someone like Marc helps, someone who thinks and speaks the same, except in a field that's relevant to where I am now. He has set his default on facebook to a candid photo I took of him and James Cromwell and I never get tired of seeing it, it is one of my favorite photos I've ever taken.
My family went out to dinner and there was drama but I'll talk about it later. Then we watched Glee and holy shit Sue Sylvester, YOU ARE MY IDOL! I WANT TO MARRY MYSELF! ♥ Also, Quinn/I-still-don't-know-his-character-name-and-I'm-too-lazy-to-look,-is-it-Sam? is adorable, I love themmm. I'm kind of over Finn/Rachel tbh. Also, Brittany trying to make Just the Way You Are into some gangst-dance-fest got really on my nerves. AND KURT = :( :( :( !
ALSO!!! OMG GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT LAST NIGHT?!?!
POLE-DANCING LESSONS
I got an email from ~Crowd Cut~ about it, when I was on the phone and it was so serious, I was like, "I JUST GOT A VERY SERIOUS EMAIL I NEED TO ATTEND TO, I HAVE TO CALL YOU BACK". But no it was a great deal, I get 10 sessions and I'm pretty sure I can use them whenever I want and I even convinced my sister to get them too so we can go TOGETHAR for ~sister time~. I AM SO EXCITED. THEY TELL YOU TO BRING HIGH HEELS. SHUT UP. I think I'll wait until it gets warmer outside. OR MAYBE NOT. IDK.
Monday, I went shopping OMG YOU GUYS, I got this amazing, dark turquoise frilly short dress and I am obsessed with it. See, I found a sparkly pink shirt and was going to buy it when I passed this gorgeous dress and I tried it on for the hell of it, excited but secretly hoping it'd look like crap so I wouldn't have to buy it. WELL GUESS WHAT, IT DIDN'T, SO GUESS WHAT, I HAD TO. Also, our mall got a new brain store called Marbles AND IT IS MY FAVORITE I CANNOT EVEN!! So many fun brain games and witty books all over the place, and everyone who works there is so much fun and I always leave wanting to be legit friends with all of them. So I dicked around in there before I bought this game called Rush Hour, I love it I love it. Then Jason came and we (okay, he) made ravioli. I have no idea how to cook, you guys, I have no idea about like, anything to do with it. Also, not related to pasta, he is so incredibly supportive, I cannot even, he makes me feel like so much is possible, and that I'm never not good enough for anything I could dare to even think or want. And he is always there to help me get it.
THEN HOUSE WAS ON. Actually no, House was on as we were cooking too but don't worry, I stopped to watch the Cuddy scenes. Speaking of, "well played" - I get it I GUESS but IDK, if my boyfriend called me on my shit like that, I would most likely concede and be like, "you're right, that's fair, I'm sorry I've been such a goddamn hypocrite". IDK I am just getting really frustrated with how they (the writers) are handling this "fight" that shouldn't even BE a fucking fight in the first place. AND! I'm getting frustrated that they KEEP enforcing and enFORCING the point that 1.) relationships should be entirely built on lies, and 2.) you should say stuff you don't really mean and do stuff you don't want to do just so you can keep having sex with your girlfriend. Like...
I had a job interview yesterday. Some HR department needs help with their end-of-year stuff, so it'd be office work but whatever. Oh man the woman who interviewed me was so nice though. She was convinced she knew me from somewhere but we couldn't figure it out. ANYWAY, she was really nice and very easy to talk to, I wasn't nervous at all. And we ended up talking about film and dance and she loved that I was a creative person, we also talked about her kids and her husband's cousin's wife (lol) who is like an editor or something, it was fun. It's only a three-week stint but it pays well and I'm bored anyway so I hope I get it.
ALSO OH MY GOD, FILM IS SO FLAKY. Tony called yesterday to tell me that our short director CAN actually fly out in December now. So I'm glad I didn't spend time writing a script to fill in its spot, I guess~. Which sucks because I had an idea, but now I still get to do props and editing so I won't complain. Either way I'm doing SOMETHING. The constant back-and-forth everywhere, about everything, drives me nuts though.
Our screenwriter looked over what I had so far for my short about pottery. And he is, like, invaluable to me? My god, I can't even. I love him because he doesn't sit and sugarcoat everything and coddle me. He gave such helpful, direct criticism, full of straight up "no"s and "never do this"s and "you're way overusing _____"s. He told me that he realizes that I write with the intention of directing it myself, but I can't do that, I always have to assume it's for somebody else. I can't even tell you how much I appreciate that. He said he was just being critical but that has always been a compliment to me. My old ballet teacher was the same way and she told me it was only because she felt I was worth her time. I am so thankful for that life lesson and the fact that I got it so early. I miss her so much, but having someone like Marc helps, someone who thinks and speaks the same, except in a field that's relevant to where I am now. He has set his default on facebook to a candid photo I took of him and James Cromwell and I never get tired of seeing it, it is one of my favorite photos I've ever taken.
My family went out to dinner and there was drama but I'll talk about it later. Then we watched Glee and holy shit Sue Sylvester, YOU ARE MY IDOL! I WANT TO MARRY MYSELF! ♥ Also, Quinn/I-still-don't-know-his-character-name-and-I'm-too-lazy-to-look,-is-it-Sam? is adorable, I love themmm. I'm kind of over Finn/Rachel tbh. Also, Brittany trying to make Just the Way You Are into some gangst-dance-fest got really on my nerves. AND KURT = :( :( :( !
ALSO!!! OMG GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT LAST NIGHT?!?!
POLE-DANCING LESSONS
I got an email from ~Crowd Cut~ about it, when I was on the phone and it was so serious, I was like, "I JUST GOT A VERY SERIOUS EMAIL I NEED TO ATTEND TO, I HAVE TO CALL YOU BACK". But no it was a great deal, I get 10 sessions and I'm pretty sure I can use them whenever I want and I even convinced my sister to get them too so we can go TOGETHAR for ~sister time~. I AM SO EXCITED. THEY TELL YOU TO BRING HIGH HEELS. SHUT UP. I think I'll wait until it gets warmer outside. OR MAYBE NOT. IDK.