lol, a boring play-by-play
→ I shot a school dance last night and it was incredibly dull, damn. I got paid, though so I can't complain. I really, really want THIS SHIRT. AND OTHER STUFF I HAVE NOT DECIDED ON YET. Oh but god, they have these gorgeous Wizard of Oz stilettos that I wanted back when I was broke so I went to buy them last night and they were out of stock and I am pretty much freaking the fuck out that they're discontinued or something. Seriously. My mom was like, "What if you don't ever get them?!" I'll kill myself, basically. They are THAT pretty. And I've already mentally constructed this gorgeous display for them when I get my own house, I want to take a pillar or an end table and tile it with shiny yellow tiles, maybe add some green rhinestones, a little yellow brick road pedestal for them to sit and sparkle on. No for real I need two pair, one to wear and one to preserve and keep forever.
→ I had a whole paragraph typed up but it was unnecessary because the point is this: I really fucking like Matt, okay. It's killing me. I dreamt we made out fucking everywhere, on a table and on the floor and under chairs and he was a good kisser and it was fierce. Do want, do. IT JUST KILLS ME BECAUSE I AM ABOUT 92% SURE WE'RE GOING TO GO THERE AND I HATE WAITING FOR IT. Don't think! Just pick up the phone and make it happen! So yeah. I got home from ~work~ and talked to him, that's where this is coming from.
→ My mom and I watched another Masters of Horror episode, Imprint, we skipped ahead to it after I read that it was banned from television for it's horrific imagery. Jesus fuck it was amazing, you guys. AND THE GUY FROM X-FILES' "THEEF" IS THE LEAD IN IT. CREEPY LITTLE FUCK, ILHIM. And I saw some of the most disturbing shit I've ever seen in my life. Mostly having to do with infants and needle torture (on adults, don't worry). But oh my god I loved it because it was so visually artistic and beautiful, the colors and framing, it was one of the most stunning things I've ever seen. It was the closest thing to perfection I think I've ever come across. Until they ruined it with one stupid and far-fetched visual and I couldn't even take it seriously anymore. So I'm just pretending that part didn't happen. No but honestly, this is me, reccing the hell out of this. There was one point where I honestly wanted to shut it off because it was so hard to watch. That never happens to me, you guys, I can watch fucking anything. So to have something be that disturbing to me was an amazing experience and I respect it so much for having that power over me where most other things do not. And the cinematography was stunning, I can't even. I love when people see horror films as art, I honestly do believe the two are meant to go together. If you can find this anywhere, do it. Otherwise I plan to make a picspam and upload it because seriously, you guys I am literally grasping at air because I can't verbalize this.
→ I slept late today. Then I played for like two hours on StumbleUpon. I died over this:
Then my sister and I played Donkey Kong and ate pretzels and LAUGHING COW CHEESE. Then we all went out for dinner and I got so bored and annoyed and sdkljflhjks mediocrity is doing my fucking HEAD in, basically. And people who worry excessively. And obsess over stupid shit that doesn't matter. WHATEVER. Then my sister's car ~broke~ so it was of course turned into a big fucking production, etc etc, we all ended up at my dad's and it was cold.
→ THEN I DID STATS WORK WHILE I WATCHED 'KEEPING UP WITH THE KARDASHIANS'. LOOK AT THIS EXCITING DAY, GODDAMN.
→ I had a whole paragraph typed up but it was unnecessary because the point is this: I really fucking like Matt, okay. It's killing me. I dreamt we made out fucking everywhere, on a table and on the floor and under chairs and he was a good kisser and it was fierce. Do want, do. IT JUST KILLS ME BECAUSE I AM ABOUT 92% SURE WE'RE GOING TO GO THERE AND I HATE WAITING FOR IT. Don't think! Just pick up the phone and make it happen! So yeah. I got home from ~work~ and talked to him, that's where this is coming from.
→ My mom and I watched another Masters of Horror episode, Imprint, we skipped ahead to it after I read that it was banned from television for it's horrific imagery. Jesus fuck it was amazing, you guys. AND THE GUY FROM X-FILES' "THEEF" IS THE LEAD IN IT. CREEPY LITTLE FUCK, ILHIM. And I saw some of the most disturbing shit I've ever seen in my life. Mostly having to do with infants and needle torture (on adults, don't worry). But oh my god I loved it because it was so visually artistic and beautiful, the colors and framing, it was one of the most stunning things I've ever seen. It was the closest thing to perfection I think I've ever come across. Until they ruined it with one stupid and far-fetched visual and I couldn't even take it seriously anymore. So I'm just pretending that part didn't happen. No but honestly, this is me, reccing the hell out of this. There was one point where I honestly wanted to shut it off because it was so hard to watch. That never happens to me, you guys, I can watch fucking anything. So to have something be that disturbing to me was an amazing experience and I respect it so much for having that power over me where most other things do not. And the cinematography was stunning, I can't even. I love when people see horror films as art, I honestly do believe the two are meant to go together. If you can find this anywhere, do it. Otherwise I plan to make a picspam and upload it because seriously, you guys I am literally grasping at air because I can't verbalize this.
→ I slept late today. Then I played for like two hours on StumbleUpon. I died over this:
Then my sister and I played Donkey Kong and ate pretzels and LAUGHING COW CHEESE. Then we all went out for dinner and I got so bored and annoyed and sdkljflhjks mediocrity is doing my fucking HEAD in, basically. And people who worry excessively. And obsess over stupid shit that doesn't matter. WHATEVER. Then my sister's car ~broke~ so it was of course turned into a big fucking production, etc etc, we all ended up at my dad's and it was cold.
→ THEN I DID STATS WORK WHILE I WATCHED 'KEEPING UP WITH THE KARDASHIANS'. LOOK AT THIS EXCITING DAY, GODDAMN.