i do and adieu

Jan 07, 2010 06:35

"Have a good life."

I don't even know how to talk about this. I can't stop crying and am devastated. I knew she left but I didn't know when she left until I looked at her IMDB page today and by that time I'd only had two episodes of her left so I was not adequately prepared and I knew why she left but I didn't know how she left and the flashforwards absolutely killed me and my heart is so broken, okay. Like, it shouldn't be so hard for people to be together. The love is always there but the circumstances are not. And my parents are SO Sam/Diane and to see this is like... it just hurts a lot because it reminds me that they're not together either and I know that my dad really would want the best for my mom even if he couldn't give it to her. And I know she didn't care, she wanted to be with him in spite of that - he was the one who left.

EDIT: OH MY GOD HER NAME IS OUT OF THE CREDITS AND THERE IS DIFFERENT SHIT ON THE WALLS OF THE BAR AND PEOPLE ARE IN UNIFORMS AND I HATE CHANGE SO MUCH I COULD THROW UP (AND NOT JUST FROM MY STEADY FLOW OF TEARS) AND FRASIER PRETTY MUCH COVERED MY FEELINGS VERY WELL:



OH JESUS CHRIST I HADN'T EVEN SEEN THAT THE "THIS IS A SQUARE HOUSE" SIGN BEHIND NORM'S STOOL IS GONE. THAT WAS MY FAVORITE THING EVER, IT BETTER FUCKING COME BACK OR I WILL CRY, SERIOUSLY.

EDIT 2: this is so bipolar and I kind of feel stupid now for even freaking out because I'm really loving season 6 and Rebecca and the show in general and I might even like her more because I love that she's in a position of power and idek why I'm rambling on about this when it's from the 80's and none of you even watch it lol.

ship - sam/diane, i ship my divorced parents, picture, tv - cheers

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