Oct 19, 2009 22:02
YOU GUYS, I HAVEN'T MISSED A LIVE HOUSE EPISODE IN YEARS AND THIS IS THE WORST FEELING EVER. I FEEL SO HELPLESS I AM GOING CRAZY THE DOWNLOAD ISN'T GOING FAST ENOUGH AND I'M READING THROUGH THE DISCUSSION POST AND I'M SEEING ENOUGH TO GET SPOILED AND TOO EXCITED TO LIVE BUT I STILL DON'T FULLY KNOW WHAT PPL ARE TALKING ABOUT AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO EXIST IN THIS SPACE RIGHT NOW. APPARENTLY THE EPISODE WAS EPIC. I'M DYING. I'M DYING. ALSO. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M GOING TO DO ONCE I HAVE A DOWNLOAD DONE (LOL THERE ARE THREE THAT ARE RACING RN) BECAUSE I HAVE NO SELF-CONTROL AND AM ALREADY ENVISIONING MYSELF SKIPPING FORWARD TO THIS ONE SCENE THAT I JUST SAW A FUCKING CAP OF AND I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN MY SOUL RN. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW PPL DO THIS EVERY WEEK. CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME RN.
EDIT - CRISIS AVERTED. STARTING IT NAO.
mood - hyper,
liss freaks the fuck out,
mood - catastrophic,
mood - crying,
i want to die,
mood - stressed,
my neck hurts,
tv - house