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I am so pissed. I had to wake up to go to the gd eye doctor on my day off. In all fairness, I did still get 14 hours of sleep. But I want MOAR.
Idol last night. I'm sorry but I'm so in love with Paula Abdul it's insane. Her dress and her hair and her laugh! ♥!! Also I pretty much agree with their choices, too, so. I absolutely hate group night though. It's so unfair and ridiculous.
I handwrote you guys an entry yesterday in school but I'm too lazy to go scan it. Basically I was thrilled as pie because my Chem teacher said "opposites attract" and I started kind of bobbing my head, mentally rocking to Miss Paula and I think she picked up on it because she then added, "... which really makes me want to sing Paula Abdul." and I was like, "HAHAHA". A fair bit of people laughed, actually, which makes me happy because it means that they actually know (of) the song lol. Then she was like, "I almost put a picture of Paula on my slide, of her with that... tiger?" and I was like "Skat Kat! MC Skat Kat!!1" sdklfjhsdjhlfka lolol. I'd have died if she put the picture on there. It's probably good that she didn't.
I was on my break between Anthropology and Philosophy of Art, and I got a text, "Are you in Phil. of Art today?" I said yes, and then I got one about 20 minutes later that said, "Step out into the hall." Now I wasn't actually IN class yet, so I had to walk down the hall to get there. CJ peeked out from around a corner, and I damn near cried because I don't even know how to explain this. He had been on my mind yesterday and I didn't even know why, like it was bad to the point where I almost texted him to ask if he was okay because I normally never think of him that much and I figured if something was making me, there was a reason for it, you know? This was clearly the reason. He surprised me at school, he doesn't even go here anymore but he said hi. "I burned something for you," he says, and hands me a CD that says "For Alyssa" on it in red sharpie. After he left, I put it in my computer and died, you guys, DIED - he made me a Wanted fanvideo to Cold Hearted Snake. And I texted him and told him I was freaking out and he said he was glad I liked it because he "LOVED" in all caps making it for me and also surprising and seeing me. I just feel so... lsidajhfjhkladsf that I have a vidding boyfriend. You have no idea how happy that makes me. It also inspires the hell out of me, after that I sat down and got a solid 30 seconds done of one of mine before I had to quick go to class. That's a lot, btw. I probably could have finished the thing in under an hour if I didn't have class.
My dreams were so fucked last night, I dreamt that Deanna said something about bringing your boyfriends and trying to get along and I said, "You think I'm the type that'd have a boyfriend I constantly fought with." and she hugged me with one arm and kind of spun me around and said, "No, I think you're youthless." I was like, "LOL what?" and she was like, "OH! I meant youthful! lol". Then we were on the opposite side of the gym so we could watch their reflection on the wall instead of watching them directly. Then an ambulance drove through so she told me to go check on Hillary. So I went in there and they were having a slumber party in the practice room and Jorie told me I could lay on her pillow and, "we were just talking about you! you know how you can only sing well when you're pissed off?" LOL. WHAT. Also there was a dance show or some kind of huge thing on stage and oh I dreamt about Sandra Bullock! The host would pick celebrities from the audience and spin them around and label them as Diva, Something, or Something Else, I don't remember. But she was laughing. Then I was peeking out through curtains and my mom was there and I started bawling at how much I miss dance and then I was doing dance makeup and there was a scar above my left eye and I was like, "I normally never even notice this but today I am and it's so gross" and it was huge and deep and disgusting and she said it happened when I was little and I thought of Tina Fey. There was more but that's all I remember.
I don't want to go to the eye doctor.
Idol last night. I'm sorry but I'm so in love with Paula Abdul it's insane. Her dress and her hair and her laugh! ♥!! Also I pretty much agree with their choices, too, so. I absolutely hate group night though. It's so unfair and ridiculous.
I handwrote you guys an entry yesterday in school but I'm too lazy to go scan it. Basically I was thrilled as pie because my Chem teacher said "opposites attract" and I started kind of bobbing my head, mentally rocking to Miss Paula and I think she picked up on it because she then added, "... which really makes me want to sing Paula Abdul." and I was like, "HAHAHA". A fair bit of people laughed, actually, which makes me happy because it means that they actually know (of) the song lol. Then she was like, "I almost put a picture of Paula on my slide, of her with that... tiger?" and I was like "Skat Kat! MC Skat Kat!!1" sdklfjhsdjhlfka lolol. I'd have died if she put the picture on there. It's probably good that she didn't.
I was on my break between Anthropology and Philosophy of Art, and I got a text, "Are you in Phil. of Art today?" I said yes, and then I got one about 20 minutes later that said, "Step out into the hall." Now I wasn't actually IN class yet, so I had to walk down the hall to get there. CJ peeked out from around a corner, and I damn near cried because I don't even know how to explain this. He had been on my mind yesterday and I didn't even know why, like it was bad to the point where I almost texted him to ask if he was okay because I normally never think of him that much and I figured if something was making me, there was a reason for it, you know? This was clearly the reason. He surprised me at school, he doesn't even go here anymore but he said hi. "I burned something for you," he says, and hands me a CD that says "For Alyssa" on it in red sharpie. After he left, I put it in my computer and died, you guys, DIED - he made me a Wanted fanvideo to Cold Hearted Snake. And I texted him and told him I was freaking out and he said he was glad I liked it because he "LOVED" in all caps making it for me and also surprising and seeing me. I just feel so... lsidajhfjhkladsf that I have a vidding boyfriend. You have no idea how happy that makes me. It also inspires the hell out of me, after that I sat down and got a solid 30 seconds done of one of mine before I had to quick go to class. That's a lot, btw. I probably could have finished the thing in under an hour if I didn't have class.
My dreams were so fucked last night, I dreamt that Deanna said something about bringing your boyfriends and trying to get along and I said, "You think I'm the type that'd have a boyfriend I constantly fought with." and she hugged me with one arm and kind of spun me around and said, "No, I think you're youthless." I was like, "LOL what?" and she was like, "OH! I meant youthful! lol". Then we were on the opposite side of the gym so we could watch their reflection on the wall instead of watching them directly. Then an ambulance drove through so she told me to go check on Hillary. So I went in there and they were having a slumber party in the practice room and Jorie told me I could lay on her pillow and, "we were just talking about you! you know how you can only sing well when you're pissed off?" LOL. WHAT. Also there was a dance show or some kind of huge thing on stage and oh I dreamt about Sandra Bullock! The host would pick celebrities from the audience and spin them around and label them as Diva, Something, or Something Else, I don't remember. But she was laughing. Then I was peeking out through curtains and my mom was there and I started bawling at how much I miss dance and then I was doing dance makeup and there was a scar above my left eye and I was like, "I normally never even notice this but today I am and it's so gross" and it was huge and deep and disgusting and she said it happened when I was little and I thought of Tina Fey. There was more but that's all I remember.
I don't want to go to the eye doctor.