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Okay, so. I volunteered last night to work Jen's shift this morning, at 8:30. Well, I was finishing my damn House/Stacy video FINALLY (that i'll try to get ready for later for you guys) until 4 in the morning, and then i spent another hour and a half exporting it and coding it to an mp4 for my iPod. BUT IT WOULDN'T WORK, OMG. I was in tears over it. I have my period, by the way. TMI, but I do. So I'm all moody anyways. And I was just so fucking pissed over it. I would wait forever and ever, and it would FINALLY finish and just be a black screen for 5:30, and the actual vid was 4:42. SO GODDAMN IT. Well, i FINALLY got it to work for the iPod, and then watched it 5 times, so that's like, 20 minutes right there. So, i layed in bed at 5:30am, fell asleep at probably 6, and then got up at 7:15 for work. So i was already like, ugh.
So THEN, the car ride to work was fine because I had all these new fanmixes to listen to. ROCK ON. I get to work though, and the entire Feng Shui of my day is thrown off when the cafeteria is out of bagels. I have eaten a plain bagel, with plain cream cheese (AND IT WASNT REAL CREAM CHEESE, IT WAS LIGHT CREAM CHEESE, THX SCULLY. not. it was real cream cheese) EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT I HAVE BEEN EMPLOYED BY BEST BUY. So i was like, all messed up. So i got this caramel roll thing instead.
And I had to leave work at noon to go to court for all of my fucking traffic issues. Because I drove after suspension and shit. So i had to like, see a judge and everything. And before we went in there my mom was being this HUGE bitch and just like, making me cry. And I think I even hit her a few times. So I ended up having to pay $172 for the first ticket (the one that ended up getting me suspended) and then $150 for the suspension nonsense, $20 at the DMV for reinstatement fees, and then $11 for a new license because i lost mine. FUCK.
So, i come home, and check my flist, and literally screamed "OH MY GOD NOOOOOOOOOO" when i saw a Cuddy music video to "Maneater" in the house/cuddy community, and i just LOST it. I pulled my sweatshirt up over my head and just layed on the table in despair. I was bawling. Because I wanted to do that song SO bad for like the longest time, I just didnt finish it fast enough and someone beat me to it. And now i refuse to do it because i would be SOOO pissed if someone redid one of my songs for like, the same theme/character. And you guys, i was SO excited to do it and now i cant and i sware to god, part of me DIED a little. Because teh maneating Cuddy love had been growing inside of my heart for like a week and now it is like, dead. And i was devastated.
So we went to dinner, and then I got drug to Target, and you have to remember, by this point, I am emotionally and physically SPENT, and my mom and grandma decide that it's time to get a whole bunch of shit for college. And i was just irritated.
So then, i had to go thro a bunch of my clothes for college and pick which ones i wanted to bring and stuff. Then my friend Mette calls and she's all upset because the dance team isn't trying and giving 100% effort. And I hate that I graduated and that my team im leaving behind is turning to shit. Like, im not even there when all of this shit goes down, but I can feel my blood boiling when she bitches about it. We are a state winning team, and now we are full of a bunch of girls who don't care what they're coming in to, or where they are going. And it hurts that us 7 seniors worked so hard to build that, and now the new little bitches don't even understand or appreciate that. I wish i could go and bitch at them. Fuck, i JUST might.
ALL IN ALL, AS MY ICON SO BRILLIANTLY SAYS, IT WAS A CRAPTASTIC DAY.
So THEN, the car ride to work was fine because I had all these new fanmixes to listen to. ROCK ON. I get to work though, and the entire Feng Shui of my day is thrown off when the cafeteria is out of bagels. I have eaten a plain bagel, with plain cream cheese (AND IT WASNT REAL CREAM CHEESE, IT WAS LIGHT CREAM CHEESE, THX SCULLY. not. it was real cream cheese) EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT I HAVE BEEN EMPLOYED BY BEST BUY. So i was like, all messed up. So i got this caramel roll thing instead.
And I had to leave work at noon to go to court for all of my fucking traffic issues. Because I drove after suspension and shit. So i had to like, see a judge and everything. And before we went in there my mom was being this HUGE bitch and just like, making me cry. And I think I even hit her a few times. So I ended up having to pay $172 for the first ticket (the one that ended up getting me suspended) and then $150 for the suspension nonsense, $20 at the DMV for reinstatement fees, and then $11 for a new license because i lost mine. FUCK.
So, i come home, and check my flist, and literally screamed "OH MY GOD NOOOOOOOOOO" when i saw a Cuddy music video to "Maneater" in the house/cuddy community, and i just LOST it. I pulled my sweatshirt up over my head and just layed on the table in despair. I was bawling. Because I wanted to do that song SO bad for like the longest time, I just didnt finish it fast enough and someone beat me to it. And now i refuse to do it because i would be SOOO pissed if someone redid one of my songs for like, the same theme/character. And you guys, i was SO excited to do it and now i cant and i sware to god, part of me DIED a little. Because teh maneating Cuddy love had been growing inside of my heart for like a week and now it is like, dead. And i was devastated.
So we went to dinner, and then I got drug to Target, and you have to remember, by this point, I am emotionally and physically SPENT, and my mom and grandma decide that it's time to get a whole bunch of shit for college. And i was just irritated.
So then, i had to go thro a bunch of my clothes for college and pick which ones i wanted to bring and stuff. Then my friend Mette calls and she's all upset because the dance team isn't trying and giving 100% effort. And I hate that I graduated and that my team im leaving behind is turning to shit. Like, im not even there when all of this shit goes down, but I can feel my blood boiling when she bitches about it. We are a state winning team, and now we are full of a bunch of girls who don't care what they're coming in to, or where they are going. And it hurts that us 7 seniors worked so hard to build that, and now the new little bitches don't even understand or appreciate that. I wish i could go and bitch at them. Fuck, i JUST might.
ALL IN ALL, AS MY ICON SO BRILLIANTLY SAYS, IT WAS A CRAPTASTIC DAY.