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I got up at 8 today for some random-ass reason. It's so weird being up that early. My mom made french toast and we watched Rock of Love: Charm School, which I fucking love, lol. And I love Sharon Osbourne, LOVE HER. Then Paula was on again, MOAR PAULA, so my sister, my mom, and I all laid in her bed and flailed over her adorableness. Her mom also called in this morning, and it was SO fucking cute, Paula lit up so much when she heard Lorraine from California - "My MOM is a Lorraine in California! Mom?! Is this you?!" and it was her and it was so cute. And my sister and I fucking DIED laughing because we were teasing my mom about some product they had on after Paula, my mom was being an idiot thinking there was a camera made of Neoprene or something, and then I tried to rip on it and my sister was like, "NO, IT'S A NEOPRENE CASE, YOU DUMBFUCK. *YOU'RE* THE DUMBFUCK." So we've been saying that all day and it absolutely kills us because it was so redundant and ridiculous. She was actually a dumbfuck also.
Then I slept for like 6 hours in the middle of the day. I think I'm getting sick or something. Or maybe it's just stress. CJ and I had a talk today. We decided to never become that couple who does things out of obligation or because they feel like they have to since they're in a relationship. We're only going to do things we want to do, get dragged to the events we WANT to get dragged to, see/call each other only when we WANT to, and the other person isn't going to get all offended and play mind games. We're just going to communicate. We're going to lunch tomorrow, I think I might end up spilling a lot of shit, I have serious stuff to say. I basically need to tell him everything I've been telling you guys, about how I've never been here before and I'm unsure of myself and I don't like it, but I do like him so I'm going to ask him to promise me honesty and patience. I mean, if anything deep like that comes up, I have things to say but I'm not going to shove it down his throat or anything. I don't know. My mom made a comment today - she said he seemed to be very in-tune to me. She told me about how he and I were talking at one point and I put my finger up in disagreement and he completely stopped and let me talk, and neither of us noticed and she said it normally takes a really long time to get to that point. It was really cute to hear.
I woke up when my mom got home and I went to go get us food because we wanted grease and french fries and strawberry shakes. She said I could take her car because it was still warm and had no snow on it. I get to the drive-thru and her fucking window is frozen shut or something. SO, ugh, I have to go in. In my sweatpants and lack-of-makeup. Whatevs. I get our food and go back to the car and OH, it won't start, and OH I also don't have my cell phone. asdfjkajhks. So I had to go in and use their phone and then my sister came, okay, she gets in the car and IT STARTS. RIGHT AWAY. ON THE FIRST TRY. FOR NO REASON. Like, fucking a. I could not even believe that shit.
You guys, I love Kosheen so much. I knew of the song "Hide You" and I love it, so when I saw an album pop up on my flist - "Kokipelli" - I downloaded it. I love it SO fucking much. Does anyone have any more? I want more. MOAR KOSHEEN. EDIT: I FOUND MOAR. Seriously, it's so relaxing and sexy and hypnotic and gently trippy and trance-like. LOVE. I also downloaded some Jem.
I have this RL chocolate advent calendar, and I've been sort of eating some of the days in advance. I should just finish the whole thing, Y/N.
There's no House tomorrow. There is a hole in my heart. I want 5x12 so fucking bad SO bad. The Wiki summary sentence. Dead.
This entry is so boaring. That tends to happen when I don't really do anything all day. I almost read a book but I got too lazy. My hair hurts.
OH OH! AND!! I got cards from you guys!! scuddyrific (adorable), teh_maskmaid (what you wrote made me want to cry a little), and snapplesons (you have no idea how excited I was to see a cute little Tina!) You guys are fantastic and I put them all up on my dresser. Definitely getting into the Christmas spirit! TY TY!
Then I slept for like 6 hours in the middle of the day. I think I'm getting sick or something. Or maybe it's just stress. CJ and I had a talk today. We decided to never become that couple who does things out of obligation or because they feel like they have to since they're in a relationship. We're only going to do things we want to do, get dragged to the events we WANT to get dragged to, see/call each other only when we WANT to, and the other person isn't going to get all offended and play mind games. We're just going to communicate. We're going to lunch tomorrow, I think I might end up spilling a lot of shit, I have serious stuff to say. I basically need to tell him everything I've been telling you guys, about how I've never been here before and I'm unsure of myself and I don't like it, but I do like him so I'm going to ask him to promise me honesty and patience. I mean, if anything deep like that comes up, I have things to say but I'm not going to shove it down his throat or anything. I don't know. My mom made a comment today - she said he seemed to be very in-tune to me. She told me about how he and I were talking at one point and I put my finger up in disagreement and he completely stopped and let me talk, and neither of us noticed and she said it normally takes a really long time to get to that point. It was really cute to hear.
I woke up when my mom got home and I went to go get us food because we wanted grease and french fries and strawberry shakes. She said I could take her car because it was still warm and had no snow on it. I get to the drive-thru and her fucking window is frozen shut or something. SO, ugh, I have to go in. In my sweatpants and lack-of-makeup. Whatevs. I get our food and go back to the car and OH, it won't start, and OH I also don't have my cell phone. asdfjkajhks. So I had to go in and use their phone and then my sister came, okay, she gets in the car and IT STARTS. RIGHT AWAY. ON THE FIRST TRY. FOR NO REASON. Like, fucking a. I could not even believe that shit.
You guys, I love Kosheen so much. I knew of the song "Hide You" and I love it, so when I saw an album pop up on my flist - "Kokipelli" - I downloaded it. I love it SO fucking much. Does anyone have any more? I want more. MOAR KOSHEEN. EDIT: I FOUND MOAR. Seriously, it's so relaxing and sexy and hypnotic and gently trippy and trance-like. LOVE. I also downloaded some Jem.
I have this RL chocolate advent calendar, and I've been sort of eating some of the days in advance. I should just finish the whole thing, Y/N.
There's no House tomorrow. There is a hole in my heart. I want 5x12 so fucking bad SO bad. The Wiki summary sentence. Dead.
This entry is so boaring. That tends to happen when I don't really do anything all day. I almost read a book but I got too lazy. My hair hurts.
OH OH! AND!! I got cards from you guys!! scuddyrific (adorable), teh_maskmaid (what you wrote made me want to cry a little), and snapplesons (you have no idea how excited I was to see a cute little Tina!) You guys are fantastic and I put them all up on my dresser. Definitely getting into the Christmas spirit! TY TY!