Apr 24, 2008 10:53
He tried to read the lines but he was so confused because he didn't know what was going on, and he was like, "That sucked. You should see me when I, oh, I don't know, ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THE FUCK'S GOING ON IN THE SCENE LOL." and I was like, "Yeah! And he didn't have anyone to read with, he had no emotions to play off of! No WONDER!" So the kid who wrote it shoved the computer at us and was like, "Fine, you read his girlfriend then." AND IT WAS SO FUN. and I was all, "WHAT'S WRONG BB, TALK TO ME :(" and he was all, "CALI I CAN'T KEEP IT IN ANYMORE!" and I was like, "*gasp!* what? what are you talking about?!" and he was basically all, "I KILLED YOUR BROTHER, I WAS DRIVING IT WAS MY FAULT AND I WAS DRUNK" and then I freak. out. and I was yelling at him and pounding the table and it was awesome.
I GOT THE PART. Or maybe not THE part I read, but *A* part, I DON'T KNOW YET. I JUST CHECKED MY EMAIL AND I HAD ONE WITH THE SUBJECT OF "HI" AND IN IT HE ASKED, "Hey Alyssa, it's Jesse. I was wondering if you would like a role in the film I will be making this summer? Let me know, thanks."
Um. YES YES, A THOUSAND TIMES YES. I really love this. It's moments like these, where things find ME, that always seem to work out and be the most amazing, fated things. I didn't set out looking for a role in ANYTHING, I just wanted to read for fun. And I love how genuine that makes it. And! Tony wants me to be in his film this summer, too! I always said I wanted to be an actress but lately I've just been assuming I'd end up behind the camera just because I love it so much. LOL, I KNOW THIS IS NO BIG DEAL, I KNOW IT'S JUST A LITTLE INDEPENDENT FILM THAT WILL PROBABLY SUCK. But the fact that he considered me for it is what's thrilling the hell out of me. IF IT WORKS OUT, I WILL TOTALLY SHOW YOU GUYS IT.
iiiiii am scared to post this. I hope it's not the kiss of death, and I hope this isn't one of those "LOL don't count your chickens before they're hatched" sort of things. Anyway. I emailed him back and I will also see him in two hours, so. I mean, either way, he still asked and that's what I'm happy about anyway.
mood - omg excited,
liss is uncharacteristically optimistic,
mood - fabulous,
i am a fucking happy camper