i can't believe i've been touched by an angel

[lissie_pissie]

Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

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[gentleflower]

I didn't even realize this was for me too.. ♥

[lissie_pissie]

♥ ♥ ♥

[gentleflower]

That bad things have fallen apart so better things could come together. Because if any of those things wouldn't have happened, I wouldn't have gotten to experience the most beautiful and true friendship I have ever known. Of anyone, anywhere, of all my life.
♥ x billion? I don't know how to express myself right now. All I can do is cry and think how much I love you and how much I want to fly to you.

[lissie_pissie]

It's true - I look back at the damaging and abusive friendship I had last year before you came along, and then I look at you and say "this is why". Geography is SO not fair. You know I'd love to have you fly out here and that I also would have loved to be over with you on your birthday. ♥ Maybe next year ;)

[gentleflower]

(sorry to turn this into X-Files lol but I was thinking about this whole you see what you want to believe thing. Do you know what I'm talking about? and I was thinking how this applies to us.)

[lissie_pissie]

Don't EVER apologize for turning anything into X-Files! ♥ What do you mean?

[gentleflower]

I feel so powerless, I don't even know. I want to DO something. All I do is cry. I'm really overwhelmed. I just missed my boat/train. I want to tell you how MUCH this means to me. How much it means that you wrote all of this, that you made a Céline video, that she is in your life ♥ But I don't know how to tell you how much you mean to me. I don't even know how to say that.

[lissie_pissie]

YOU ARE THE CUTEST THING EVER. I'M SO SORRY I MADE YOU MISS YOUR BOAT AND TRAIN. OMG. I CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE THAT. I hope everything worked out okay and you weren't too late and stuff.

You don't have to say it, because I'm willing to bet the feeling's the same on this end, and therefore doesn't need explaining. And I'm glad you're getting so much out of it because even though it was all FOR YOU, I got a lot out of it too. More than I ever thought I would. And I wouldn't trade that for anything. I don't even know how to thank you for that. This. Everything.

[gentleflower]

Everything worked out perfect ♥ Everything IS perfect.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[gentleflower]

I'm taking you with me. We're going to catch our boat and then our train to work. And then we are going to be counting. The tests. And then we're going to put them in envelopes. And then we're going home again. ♥

[lissie_pissie]

How were they? Did you see Ellen?
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
iiiiiiii love you so much today

[gentleflower]

Nooo I didn't see Ellen, she only had to be there until 12. But it was so weird. I've never had this happen before - all these colleagues wishing me a happy birthday (and remember we do 3 kisses over here? LKJASFLKJAFAKSLJ SO MANY KISSES LOL)

Also. A colleague said to me "Everybody always wants to touch you!" hahaha that made me lol so hard. It is true too.

Oh and Hans. EVERYBODY thinks we're a couple. They even congratulated him with me. Know what I mean? And then Hans himself said "Jeroen texted me during the holiday (Jeroen is his best friend, I met him at a party and we talked for a looong time) and he said "Sara is so your type" and then Hans said that he had said that. and I quote. "I do love her, but there is a huge age difference.." and I was just kind of laughing and then he said "....right?!" :/

[lissie_pissie]

KJSDFHLKSDFAS I DO REMEMBER THAT AND I JUST GOT ALL FLAILY BECAUSE I'M THINKING OF CELINE IN DAILY LIFE NOW JUST LIKE A REAL FANGIRL. When you said that, I remembered it because when Celine met that girl from the Netherlands, I think her name was Mikayla, I'm not sure, but she kissed her twice and then like, added an extra one at the last minute and was like, "It's three over there, right?" and she held up her cute little fingers and sdkjfha.

LOL. SARA IS VERY TOUCHABLE. ♥

you guys are so cute! and yes I know what you mean! wait, how old is he?

[gentleflower]

I just got back home. I walked home. It's supposed to be a 10 minute walk from the boat terminal, but it took an hour. Because I walked on the sand and I looked at the sea. And I talked to you.

[lissie_pissie]

I woke up like three hours ago even though I wasn't ready to like, get up for the day, but I wanted to know if you had seen your stuff yet. So I signed into my email quick and I saw all. those. emails from you. And I laughed got back in bed and I thought, "Today is going to be SO fun when I get up." ♥

[gentleflower]

[lissie_pissie]

I'm listening to Taking Chances. ♥ Every day I wake up with a new song of hers in my head, and today it's Taking Chances. Yesterday, it was Ten Days