Unless you are ~ELLIXIAN~, this post may not make much sense. BUT IDC, BECAUSE I NEED TO GET IT OUT, OKAY.
ellixian!!!! THIS X-FILES MIX. "DON'T KNOW WHY". IS ONE OF THOSE SONGS. THAT I'VE KNOWN FOR LIKE, OH MY GOD, YEARS FROM BACK WHEN I USED TO DANCE AT THE STUDIO BUT I NEVER HAD IT OR KNEW WHO SANG IT BUT I LOVE IT AND OH MY GOD THIS IS SO. IT. THIS IS SO THE SONG.
AND THIS STING SONG. WITH THEIR DIALOGUE. You know, The X-Files fandom was earth-shatteringly brilliant. It makes me sad most of it's gone. I WILL NEVER STOP BEING PROUD OF HOW I GOT TO SEE AT LEAST THE TAIL END OF IT. When it was really, really great. And now I'm getting all emo and nostalgic and "I owe so much to the SHOW, obviously, but I also owe so much of my graphics and vidding to the FANDOM" about it all. Because I do. If I wouldn't have been around it when I was like, 14, there's a really good chance I might not be able to do these things very well today. I owe you everything, you owe me nothing.
ALSO. GIVE ME THE REST OF THESE, HI. IT IS LIKE... AMAZING MEMORIES AND FEELINGS PERSONIFIED (SORT OF. IDK IDK THE WORD). Seriously, dude. These take me so back. To my old bedroom, my light purple one, in my corner with my multi-colored light behind the desk and my old computer, learning how to webcode and making fanmixes without even knowing what they were. And that? Is priceless.
WALKING IN MEMPHIS!!! OH MY GOD SO MUCH FUCKING GOOSEBUMPS. SO MUCH. THAT VOICEOVER. "I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU". AND THEN THE PIANO STARTS. AT EXACTLY THE RIGHT TIME. I WISH YOU KNEW WHO MADE THIS BC I NEED TO GO WORSHIP THEM. That kind of amazing musical timing cannot be taught. It's a gift. THIS WHOLE THING IS A GIFT.
POSSESSION. I HAVE ALWAYS REGARDED THIS AS A MULDER/SCULLY SONG. AND IT IS ON HERE. I AM DYING.
I JUST, I JUST, LKJSDHF JF AJFSAJF ASJHFAJD HALSKFA!!!!