walls will fall before we do
YOU GUYS. MULDER AND SCULLY. I DON'T EVEN GET IT. And I'm not talking about my inability to grasp the concept of XF2 right now. I'm talking about them. LIKE, FUCK. I'm watching Emily and Mulder is like sdkjlfhaslkjf!!!! He's trying to get the people to let Scully adopt her, and then he is also beating the shit out of that doctor on her behalf (because she wouldn't leave Emily and sdkjfha he hunted him down and GOD) and totally kicking his ass and I DON'T GET HOW TWO PEOPLE CAN FUCKING BE THIS WAY. Just... so on each other's sides, no matter what. And risking their lives like every fucking day for each other and for the greater good and GODDAMN IT I CAN'T EVEN SPIT IT OUT. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, THOUGH. Because I cannot verbalize what's going on in my head right now about these guys. It is so literally beyond words to me. I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN THEM BUT I CAN'T. I don't even know how they happened! They just were. From the very start. And they just happened and IDEK where their love came from but it is fucking EPIC and I DO. NOT. UNDERSTAND.
THIS HAPPENS TO ME SOMETIMES. I MEAN, WTH, IT'S NOT LIKE THIS IS JUST ME MISSING X-FILES - I WAS TOTALLY FINE LAST NIGHT WHEN IT WAS ON. BUT THIS EP IS MAKING ME FREAK THE HELL OUT TODAY. One Breath reruns do it too. BASICALLY ANYTIME MULDER IS FUCKING AMAZING AND CHIVALROUS AND GOES TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH FOR HER. And then Scully does the same, too. YOU GUYS I DON'T EVEN GET IT.
Also - does anyone else feel different watching their shows on TV even though they have the DVDs? I totally love it better on TV and I don't even know why. Probably because it feels more real because it's out of my control? Like because I'm not putting the DVD in and picking everything? IDK.
I miss this show. I have it all and I STILL MISS IT. Does that make any sense? I miss it EVEN WHEN I'M WATCHING IT.
EDIT: You wanna know how long it's been since I've watched Season 9? I'll tell you how long it's been since I watched season 9. LOL it's been SO long, that I completely FORGOT they redid the theme song. It came on and it was different and I totally jumped and was like "what the FUCK is this?!" And then I remembered. BUT STILL. IT SHOOK ME AND IT WAS NOT PLEASANT.
THIS HAPPENS TO ME SOMETIMES. I MEAN, WTH, IT'S NOT LIKE THIS IS JUST ME MISSING X-FILES - I WAS TOTALLY FINE LAST NIGHT WHEN IT WAS ON. BUT THIS EP IS MAKING ME FREAK THE HELL OUT TODAY. One Breath reruns do it too. BASICALLY ANYTIME MULDER IS FUCKING AMAZING AND CHIVALROUS AND GOES TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH FOR HER. And then Scully does the same, too. YOU GUYS I DON'T EVEN GET IT.
Also - does anyone else feel different watching their shows on TV even though they have the DVDs? I totally love it better on TV and I don't even know why. Probably because it feels more real because it's out of my control? Like because I'm not putting the DVD in and picking everything? IDK.
I miss this show. I have it all and I STILL MISS IT. Does that make any sense? I miss it EVEN WHEN I'M WATCHING IT.
EDIT: You wanna know how long it's been since I've watched Season 9? I'll tell you how long it's been since I watched season 9. LOL it's been SO long, that I completely FORGOT they redid the theme song. It came on and it was different and I totally jumped and was like "what the FUCK is this?!" And then I remembered. BUT STILL. IT SHOOK ME AND IT WAS NOT PLEASANT.