You are the one, the one that lies close to me whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly"
01. HELLOGOODBYE CONCERT WAS AWESOME. AND APPELEZMOI_COCO, I *TOTALLY* FREAKED THE FUCK OUT FOR YOU WHEN THEY PLAYED "HERE IN YOUR ARMS". LIKE, I COMPLETELY WIGGED. and omg their opening act, Boys Like Girls. HOLY FUCK THE LEAD SINGER. I WAS FLAILING IN PUBLIC. IT WAS SO BAD. LIKE, I WANTED TO BONE HIM. SEVERELY. and im looking at pictures now and im like, 'ehhhh', BUT OMFG HE IS SO HOT IN PERSON. it's his attitude and his performance. god i cant even explain. lol and also. some MOM was totally moshing. and she got to the front and security pulled her out and then she stood up and put her hands in the air and screamed. so we all clapped for her. THEN lol another mom did it and when security got ahold of her and was helping her down? they both fell LOL. and couldnt get up. it was the funniest thing i have ever seen.
and also, I am the one you wanna go to concerts with. because
a.) i dance like a motherfucker. but i dont look like an idiot.
b.) im loud and scream a lot. loudly. i scream loudly.
c.) I PUSH THOSE BITCHES OUT OF YOUR SPACE FOR YOU. i was elbowing and hip checking all of these skanks and it ruled.
02. i have not seen House OR American Idol. I am going fucking crazy. it's like a nic fit with fandom instead of cigarettes. god. why the FUCK has no one uploaded this shit yet. *dies*
03. in less than 24 hours, i will be sitting next to sunspawn in her flail spot. probably on livejournal. and talking on msn even though we are right next to each other. I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND. i will actually be able to reach out and POKE her, you guys. she's like... real. adliufhsjkdga. AND OMFG ALSO. SHE SAID I COULD WRITE ON HER CAR!!! *screams* i am nervous about the airport. ive never gone through the stupid routine all by myself. im gonna fuck it up, i know it.
04. MY JAW FUCKIN HURTS FROM GUM CHEWING. I CHEW VIGOROUSLY WHEN IM EXCITED. AKA THE CONCERT. AND MY EARS. WE WERE RIGHT ON THIS SIDE RAILING THING, LIKE PROBABLY 4 FEET FROM THE GUITAR PLAYER ON THE RIGHT. molly touched him. so basically. my ears fucking hurt ok. omg i need to paint my toenails.
05. gentleflower IS BACK HOME. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ i fucking missed her and my life went to shit the whole time she was gone. but she's back and she's safe and god. things are better already. im so glad she's here. ♥
I MISSED YOU GUYS. I HATE HAVING A LIFE LOLOL.
"i really should be spamming my f-list right now."
LOL AND ALSO IN THE CAR. Molly was telling me, "there are these three songs that ALWAYS remind me of you. And they're Maneater, Girlfriend, and U & Ur Hand. And IDK why but whenever one of them comes on, I'm like OMG ALYSSA." i died laughing because all three of those are so perfect.
AND ALSO. I HAD A FUCKING PROFOUND THOUGHT ON THE WAY HOME. i thought, "there is some guy out there, RIGHT THIS MINUTE, just WAITING to love me, and making the past that him and i are going to talk about someday." it was because of that Tim McGraw song. there's a line in this father/daughter song that says "i wont say yes unless i know that he's the half that makes you whole" or something, and i DIED and started thinking all deep and almost cried. the end.
*waits for downloads, freaks out about trip, is nervous about watching paula on jimmy kimmel, wants a bagel and/or ice cream, is extremely tired*
and also, I am the one you wanna go to concerts with. because
a.) i dance like a motherfucker. but i dont look like an idiot.
b.) im loud and scream a lot. loudly. i scream loudly.
c.) I PUSH THOSE BITCHES OUT OF YOUR SPACE FOR YOU. i was elbowing and hip checking all of these skanks and it ruled.
02. i have not seen House OR American Idol. I am going fucking crazy. it's like a nic fit with fandom instead of cigarettes. god. why the FUCK has no one uploaded this shit yet. *dies*
03. in less than 24 hours, i will be sitting next to sunspawn in her flail spot. probably on livejournal. and talking on msn even though we are right next to each other. I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND. i will actually be able to reach out and POKE her, you guys. she's like... real. adliufhsjkdga. AND OMFG ALSO. SHE SAID I COULD WRITE ON HER CAR!!! *screams* i am nervous about the airport. ive never gone through the stupid routine all by myself. im gonna fuck it up, i know it.
04. MY JAW FUCKIN HURTS FROM GUM CHEWING. I CHEW VIGOROUSLY WHEN IM EXCITED. AKA THE CONCERT. AND MY EARS. WE WERE RIGHT ON THIS SIDE RAILING THING, LIKE PROBABLY 4 FEET FROM THE GUITAR PLAYER ON THE RIGHT. molly touched him. so basically. my ears fucking hurt ok. omg i need to paint my toenails.
05. gentleflower IS BACK HOME. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ i fucking missed her and my life went to shit the whole time she was gone. but she's back and she's safe and god. things are better already. im so glad she's here. ♥
I MISSED YOU GUYS. I HATE HAVING A LIFE LOLOL.
"i really should be spamming my f-list right now."
LOL AND ALSO IN THE CAR. Molly was telling me, "there are these three songs that ALWAYS remind me of you. And they're Maneater, Girlfriend, and U & Ur Hand. And IDK why but whenever one of them comes on, I'm like OMG ALYSSA." i died laughing because all three of those are so perfect.
AND ALSO. I HAD A FUCKING PROFOUND THOUGHT ON THE WAY HOME. i thought, "there is some guy out there, RIGHT THIS MINUTE, just WAITING to love me, and making the past that him and i are going to talk about someday." it was because of that Tim McGraw song. there's a line in this father/daughter song that says "i wont say yes unless i know that he's the half that makes you whole" or something, and i DIED and started thinking all deep and almost cried. the end.
*waits for downloads, freaks out about trip, is nervous about watching paula on jimmy kimmel, wants a bagel and/or ice cream, is extremely tired*