im amazed at how much detail i remember
i had the weirdest dream.
Becky and Rachel and other girls wanted to go swimming. So I put my swimsuit on and ran a couple houses down to the swimming pool. It was dark outside. They were in the pool already, and I had like an extra skirt on. So I took it off and hung it on an evergreen tree. And then there was a wreath floating in the pool. I jumped in next to it but my head never went underwater. So we were swimming and then I realized that I never actually came up to the top of the water, wtf, and then all of the sudden I couldn't breathe. So I was trying to get to the top, and there were like 3 feet to go and I finally made it. And I was like, I'm getting out of here. So I did and someone asked me where a ladder was to get out so i pointed to one and then we got out. Then I was in my "house" that's not really my RL house but it was in the dream, and there was this red bean bag chair. I was sitting in it, still wet from the pool. And then this guy (idk if this happened before or after this next part), someone brought him in and he was wet and he had no towel and so I took him and he layed on me in this bean bag and maybe something was wrong with him or something but he was like way tired and I was holding him and he wasn't moving... but he wasn't dead. And then someone, maybe my mom, covered us both up with this green blanket my great-grandma crocheted. Every once in awhile, he'd squeeze me really tight. And it got to the point that it was so... idk, [insert adjective], that I started like, sighing when he'd do it. And then he'd do it tighter. It became quite sexual really. There was a computer to the left. Okay so then idk what happened but the boy was gone. And there was a computer to the left of the bean bag. It looked like I was watching a surveillance camera but no one was on it. Then I felt someone touching me, like TOUCHING me, yeah, but I looked and they were invisible. I figured out it was that boy. And I loved him or something. And then my sister came down the stairs so I freaked and made him stop.
My sister and I were driving. We were backing up for something, and started slipping out of control. But we weren't going that fast so I was trying to handle it. So this went on for awhile, until I finally just WHIPPED it and we spun to a stop. We were in a parking lot. Some asian (i think, i dont remember) girl got out of a maroon car and was like, "do you have any idea who i am?" and my sister was like, "no." and I was like, "OMG DID WE BUMP YOUR CAR?!" and she was like, "no." and she reached into a slot above her license plate and told us we were invited to her grad party & gave us invitations. We told my mom and she recognized the last name and apparantly this girl's mom was some bitchy hairdresser or something that my mom and sister both knew. But we decided to go anyway. And I was looking in my closet for a dress. And there were two new ones in the back, the tags were still on. I picked a black and white one like Julia Louis Dreyfus' Emmy one or whatever. So I ripped the tags off and went to try it on. When I put it on, it totally wasnt the same dress, but whatever. It was weird and green and blue and kimono-ish and I didnt really like it. But my mom and grandma did so i wore it. We went to the party, and like, my great-grandpa was there? Sitting by some door? The door was dark grey and made of metal curls, it was like a decorative fence or something. And I found the handle and opened it and it was like a garden. But it was dark inside.
Something about being in the backseat of a car, and it parked in the rain and Nick opened the back right door to say say goodbye.
Some mix CD with two bands on it. The Dalmatians (i think) & something else. And my dad was trying to explain them to me.
Me & sunspawn & mandasmal were at a sleepover. From left to right, laying on the floor, it went someone else, me, Hell, & Manda. Hell thought it would be really really funny to try to push me into said other person. So she kept doing it and then I managed to like, squeeze out of there.
Something about some orange paper that I was kind of ripping up, and then Micaela's? mom came down and told me she needed that so i was like damn. and i had written my name all over it and everything and she just crossed it out. Maybe it was Molly's mom. We were trying to cook dumplings and they weren't working. I remember seeing that it was 4:40 am, I saw on the oven clock. And then i remember biting down on one even though there wasnt one in my mouth and knowing it wasn't done.
Me & House & Wilson were swimming in a lake. Someone on the shore was yelling and trying to prove a point, something about how he wouldn't be Wilson's friend either because his relationships are all verbal or some weird shit like that. So we kept swimming, and it was getting deeper and deeper and we were getting tired. And then I heard one of them say "I can't touch anymore". I think it was House's voice but that makes no sense with these next parts. Anyways. And then I was like, getting way tired so I went over to House and he was holding onto me and holding me up and I couldn't see anymore. And we couldn't find Wilson. And House thought he was faking it just to fuck with him. But then he wasn't popping up anywhere. I remember opening my eyes, and seeing out through my eyelashes. I think my left eye was the only one that I was opening. Anyway, then Wilson came up and was like, "you guys know I have to throw up sometimes." And all of the sudden it was like a joke. And he was pale and looked almost dead but he was smiling. We made it to the other side of the lake, and there was some "in memory of" plaque there - it was a huge huge rock with like, metal on it. I think it was in the shape of Minnesota. And I noticed the name on it and it was someone we had heard about earlier in the dream. I'm so pissed I dont remember the name. It was a woman.
So we were naked. And all of the sudden there was like another woman with us, it might have been Scully or IDK. It was someone I was familiar with, but I dont really remember who. It wasn't Cuddy. But anyways. So we're naked & me & this other girl have our arms covering up our chests. So we get on this path, and we're walking under these trees, like Weeping Willows sort of, just hanging all over and above the path, and there are all of these black birds. And lskdafjasd I didnt like them. And the other girl says, "I really hate hair." And I didn't get it. Anyways, then either the path went away or we strayed off of it on purpose, but suddenly we were walking through grass. And there were very steep hills and the grass was almost slanted with them. And now there's all this biblical shit. Like, scripture was written on the ground in gold, and so it'd be read and then it'd like, shimmer away. And then okay, we step in to the sunlight and maybe we WERE dead but for w/e reason we were apparantly glowing and there was like a tribe of natives there on the shore. And they spotted us and I heard them talking and freaking out and saying something about Fatima. wth. So then I remember thinking, "so it really WASN'T some miracle after all. this explains EVERYTHING." really really weird.
Then Paula was on Letterman. And she was talking, I dont even remember what Dave asked her, but it was something about her fans. And she said, "well there are those ones that I see in that little group that follows me everywhere.... then there are the ones (fuck i dont remember... something about making pictures or sparkling?)... and then there are the ones you feel a special da-- connection with." (♥). She was totally going to talk about dance.
What does all of this bullshit mean.
Becky and Rachel and other girls wanted to go swimming. So I put my swimsuit on and ran a couple houses down to the swimming pool. It was dark outside. They were in the pool already, and I had like an extra skirt on. So I took it off and hung it on an evergreen tree. And then there was a wreath floating in the pool. I jumped in next to it but my head never went underwater. So we were swimming and then I realized that I never actually came up to the top of the water, wtf, and then all of the sudden I couldn't breathe. So I was trying to get to the top, and there were like 3 feet to go and I finally made it. And I was like, I'm getting out of here. So I did and someone asked me where a ladder was to get out so i pointed to one and then we got out. Then I was in my "house" that's not really my RL house but it was in the dream, and there was this red bean bag chair. I was sitting in it, still wet from the pool. And then this guy (idk if this happened before or after this next part), someone brought him in and he was wet and he had no towel and so I took him and he layed on me in this bean bag and maybe something was wrong with him or something but he was like way tired and I was holding him and he wasn't moving... but he wasn't dead. And then someone, maybe my mom, covered us both up with this green blanket my great-grandma crocheted. Every once in awhile, he'd squeeze me really tight. And it got to the point that it was so... idk, [insert adjective], that I started like, sighing when he'd do it. And then he'd do it tighter. It became quite sexual really. There was a computer to the left. Okay so then idk what happened but the boy was gone. And there was a computer to the left of the bean bag. It looked like I was watching a surveillance camera but no one was on it. Then I felt someone touching me, like TOUCHING me, yeah, but I looked and they were invisible. I figured out it was that boy. And I loved him or something. And then my sister came down the stairs so I freaked and made him stop.
My sister and I were driving. We were backing up for something, and started slipping out of control. But we weren't going that fast so I was trying to handle it. So this went on for awhile, until I finally just WHIPPED it and we spun to a stop. We were in a parking lot. Some asian (i think, i dont remember) girl got out of a maroon car and was like, "do you have any idea who i am?" and my sister was like, "no." and I was like, "OMG DID WE BUMP YOUR CAR?!" and she was like, "no." and she reached into a slot above her license plate and told us we were invited to her grad party & gave us invitations. We told my mom and she recognized the last name and apparantly this girl's mom was some bitchy hairdresser or something that my mom and sister both knew. But we decided to go anyway. And I was looking in my closet for a dress. And there were two new ones in the back, the tags were still on. I picked a black and white one like Julia Louis Dreyfus' Emmy one or whatever. So I ripped the tags off and went to try it on. When I put it on, it totally wasnt the same dress, but whatever. It was weird and green and blue and kimono-ish and I didnt really like it. But my mom and grandma did so i wore it. We went to the party, and like, my great-grandpa was there? Sitting by some door? The door was dark grey and made of metal curls, it was like a decorative fence or something. And I found the handle and opened it and it was like a garden. But it was dark inside.
Something about being in the backseat of a car, and it parked in the rain and Nick opened the back right door to say say goodbye.
Some mix CD with two bands on it. The Dalmatians (i think) & something else. And my dad was trying to explain them to me.
Me & sunspawn & mandasmal were at a sleepover. From left to right, laying on the floor, it went someone else, me, Hell, & Manda. Hell thought it would be really really funny to try to push me into said other person. So she kept doing it and then I managed to like, squeeze out of there.
Something about some orange paper that I was kind of ripping up, and then Micaela's? mom came down and told me she needed that so i was like damn. and i had written my name all over it and everything and she just crossed it out. Maybe it was Molly's mom. We were trying to cook dumplings and they weren't working. I remember seeing that it was 4:40 am, I saw on the oven clock. And then i remember biting down on one even though there wasnt one in my mouth and knowing it wasn't done.
Me & House & Wilson were swimming in a lake. Someone on the shore was yelling and trying to prove a point, something about how he wouldn't be Wilson's friend either because his relationships are all verbal or some weird shit like that. So we kept swimming, and it was getting deeper and deeper and we were getting tired. And then I heard one of them say "I can't touch anymore". I think it was House's voice but that makes no sense with these next parts. Anyways. And then I was like, getting way tired so I went over to House and he was holding onto me and holding me up and I couldn't see anymore. And we couldn't find Wilson. And House thought he was faking it just to fuck with him. But then he wasn't popping up anywhere. I remember opening my eyes, and seeing out through my eyelashes. I think my left eye was the only one that I was opening. Anyway, then Wilson came up and was like, "you guys know I have to throw up sometimes." And all of the sudden it was like a joke. And he was pale and looked almost dead but he was smiling. We made it to the other side of the lake, and there was some "in memory of" plaque there - it was a huge huge rock with like, metal on it. I think it was in the shape of Minnesota. And I noticed the name on it and it was someone we had heard about earlier in the dream. I'm so pissed I dont remember the name. It was a woman.
So we were naked. And all of the sudden there was like another woman with us, it might have been Scully or IDK. It was someone I was familiar with, but I dont really remember who. It wasn't Cuddy. But anyways. So we're naked & me & this other girl have our arms covering up our chests. So we get on this path, and we're walking under these trees, like Weeping Willows sort of, just hanging all over and above the path, and there are all of these black birds. And lskdafjasd I didnt like them. And the other girl says, "I really hate hair." And I didn't get it. Anyways, then either the path went away or we strayed off of it on purpose, but suddenly we were walking through grass. And there were very steep hills and the grass was almost slanted with them. And now there's all this biblical shit. Like, scripture was written on the ground in gold, and so it'd be read and then it'd like, shimmer away. And then okay, we step in to the sunlight and maybe we WERE dead but for w/e reason we were apparantly glowing and there was like a tribe of natives there on the shore. And they spotted us and I heard them talking and freaking out and saying something about Fatima. wth. So then I remember thinking, "so it really WASN'T some miracle after all. this explains EVERYTHING." really really weird.
Then Paula was on Letterman. And she was talking, I dont even remember what Dave asked her, but it was something about her fans. And she said, "well there are those ones that I see in that little group that follows me everywhere.... then there are the ones (fuck i dont remember... something about making pictures or sparkling?)... and then there are the ones you feel a special da-- connection with." (♥). She was totally going to talk about dance.
What does all of this bullshit mean.