can't seem to trace what i'm saying
I DIDNT MEAN FOR IT ALL TO COME OUT THIS WAY.
i wasnt stepping on your toes.
i wasnt doing it for praise and glory.
i wasnt doing it to outdo you.
i wasnt doing it to even see if i could.
i wasnt trying to make you feel like shit.
i wasnt trying to be a backstabbing bitch.
i started out to HELP you.
i NEED to physically play in order to see stuff.
i gave you some of that.
and i just kept adding and couldnt stop -- it was like a disease.
i know you KNOW what that feels like.
i just wanted to see if it'd end up differently.
and it did. but its not better.
definitely not better.
this is not me letting you down.
i shouldnt have even said anything.
im sorry for having freedom and privacy to play around with stuff.
it was stupid anyways.
but just so you know, i wasnt trying to prove anything.
honest. always.
i wish that i could make you see.
i wasnt stepping on your toes.
i wasnt doing it for praise and glory.
i wasnt doing it to outdo you.
i wasnt doing it to even see if i could.
i wasnt trying to make you feel like shit.
i wasnt trying to be a backstabbing bitch.
i started out to HELP you.
i NEED to physically play in order to see stuff.
i gave you some of that.
and i just kept adding and couldnt stop -- it was like a disease.
i know you KNOW what that feels like.
i just wanted to see if it'd end up differently.
and it did. but its not better.
definitely not better.
this is not me letting you down.
i shouldnt have even said anything.
im sorry for having freedom and privacy to play around with stuff.
it was stupid anyways.
but just so you know, i wasnt trying to prove anything.
honest. always.
i wish that i could make you see.