Seriously, that's exactly it. I was just so happy not having to answer to anybody or consider anybody else's feelings for ten minutes. Like I love Jason but I love me more. We had a bit of a fight because a Zombie pub crawl I've been wanting to go to for like 3 years but has always been sold out, I finally got tickets this year and it happens to fall on his birthday. And he doesn't want to go? So it's turned into this power play and I know I should ~be a good girlfriend~ and skip it to be with him on his birthday but at the same time, if the situations were reversed, I'd have my birthday day with him and just go out with my friends that night. I'd let him make it up to me, take me to dinner a different night. "Well the difference is I wouldn't even CONSIDER going to my thing on your birthday." You're a saint of a perfect boyfriend, I get it. I'm not like that and I'm sick of feeling guilty about it, it's exhausting. Lately I just really miss being on my own, being able to direct and dictate my own fucking life. LOL sorry for the rant, it just sort of came out. It's probably unrelated, even, but yes, I think I need more alone time.
It went well!! We have been individually reviewing the videos all week and we have a lunch today where we all have to lobby for our favorites and leave the restaurant with our cast. Will be fun! I can't wait to SHOW you the pitch video! Will be linking aaaaall up in here!
It went well!! We have been individually reviewing the videos all week and we have a lunch today where we all have to lobby for our favorites and leave the restaurant with our cast. Will be fun! I can't wait to SHOW you the pitch video! Will be linking aaaaall up in here!
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