i found my place.
today has been a terrif day!
i got to actually play in my field hockey game- the whole thing.
and we won! 3-0! hurray!
i also found out that lesley from work has been trash talking me.
dear lesley,
i'm sorry that i don't just want to go to UMASS like you and every other frontier grad. so i take the SATs to ensure my position at a college that isn't a 4 year extension to high school.
i'm sorry that i'm not best friends with my boss and don't party with her on the weekends like you do.
and mostly i'm sorry that you are living your life as a rude, snotty, and ignorant person. someday you'll regret all of the crap that you've said aobut other people.
and i guess you got what you wanted, because i am quitting.
-alyssa
ps. tell hilary i said hi.
so i convinced my parents to let me quit.
as of tomorrow, i am putting in my two week's at yankee candle.
which will mark the happiest day in my life- thus far.
i stayed up too late last night.
my mind was beyond racing.
college stuff stresses me out.
down to what i'll wear to interviews, etc.
CRAZY STRESS LEVELS!
i even thought about getting a tattoo last night.
i would probably want philippians 1:21 on it.
"for to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain."
maybe just the first part.
i don't know, i'm feeling pretty risssque lately.