Time meanders and manages to make me smile

Jun 28, 2008 16:20

The days are dawdling their way forward. I am so hopeful, so desperately giddy to learn if success has been grasped. So wildly optimistic!

But so worried to find out the opposite. I had hoped to learn the status this coming Thursday, but since labs are closed over the holiday, I can't find out until the following Monday.

This. Is. Killing. Me.

I'm not so good with not knowing things. It makes me all kinds of anxious.

I am sooooo eager to know. I want to know if I can begin to plan, or if I need to trudge soldierly back into the trenches and keep on with my best efforts.

I need to know.

But I cannot know until the 7th. And, realistically, the 9th would be a better day to check. Oh, this is killing me.

What on earth am I going to do to keep my sanity while these days loll slowly by under the sun?

I suppose I'll just keep on dabbling in chocolate, disco, dirty laundry and organic cookery till I want to laugh, sneeze, collapse or sleep.

Yes. The 9th will come.

The future will come.

And My Future will come.

Yes. :)

~L
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