Jun 28, 2008 16:20
The days are dawdling their way forward. I am so hopeful, so desperately giddy to learn if success has been grasped. So wildly optimistic!
But so worried to find out the opposite. I had hoped to learn the status this coming Thursday, but since labs are closed over the holiday, I can't find out until the following Monday.
This. Is. Killing. Me.
I'm not so good with not knowing things. It makes me all kinds of anxious.
I am sooooo eager to know. I want to know if I can begin to plan, or if I need to trudge soldierly back into the trenches and keep on with my best efforts.
I need to know.
But I cannot know until the 7th. And, realistically, the 9th would be a better day to check. Oh, this is killing me.
What on earth am I going to do to keep my sanity while these days loll slowly by under the sun?
I suppose I'll just keep on dabbling in chocolate, disco, dirty laundry and organic cookery till I want to laugh, sneeze, collapse or sleep.
Yes. The 9th will come.
The future will come.
And My Future will come.
Yes. :)
~L