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only a few more days of school left. i need to study so much for finals but chances are i wont. im a failure when it comes to school. it really sucks because i want to do well but i cant. i need winter break to be fun. otherwise im afraid of what ill do. i mean it doesnt have to be perfect, but i cant feel neglected like i was over thanksgiving. i wouldnt be able to take the whole everyone not calling melissa thing. brandons coming to town and hopefully ill see him. he blew me off over the summer which sucked. but now he has a real reason to see me even for a minute because i have a shirt for him.
and im happy im going to new york for a week. itll give me a nice break from everything here which is highly needed. and ill only have a week to mope around about the fact that i dont have friends. or at least friends who call me. i dont like calling people because if theyre busy then it makes me feel worse. i dont know why. i need to stop being such a fucking baby.
and i seriously need a life.
and im happy im going to new york for a week. itll give me a nice break from everything here which is highly needed. and ill only have a week to mope around about the fact that i dont have friends. or at least friends who call me. i dont like calling people because if theyre busy then it makes me feel worse. i dont know why. i need to stop being such a fucking baby.
and i seriously need a life.