Aug 03, 2005 21:14
Today was... at the start a good day. I say at the start because the closing really sucked....
Ashley and I started out going to buffalo Exchange... and we both got some very cute pants. Well capri's. From there we parked in a scary little dirt lot on Ash and walked to Starbucks and some place else...but I don't remember.. :) Ashley got a cute bag...It said" this too shall pass" In French. Or something like that...I have enough trouble with english, i am not even going to try and tackle another language! From there we went to look at my senior pictures... wow some are really bad. But others tend to grow on you. Than we went to some more stores... Old Navy! And Got these really cute shorts and shirts...Or that is what I thought...
You see when i got home from work I showed my mom my new outfit. Her response was that it was "alright" I am sorry but I spent $41 one bucks on a out fit and it is just "all right." Hell with that! Than she is all you don't intend to meet Joey's parents in that do you? I was all "Yeah why not? I think it is cute." Mom: "You are not wearing that." Me: "I like it" Well from there I was told that it was not "flattering" on me. It might be ok for school but not for meeting his parents. And that The t-shirt was just a plain t-shirt and that I had far more flattering shirts in my closet. And that my shorts looked like I had ripped the bottoms off and made them my self.
Yeah right now I am hurt...You know the question that is in everyy girls heart... "Am I lovely?" yeah mine was just answered.. "No" So now in the morning I will be gaining $41 back to my account... cause every time I see either of the items I will see me as unflattering, And uncaptivating. And One more wall of bricks is added to my castle... Will any prince be able to breech these walls... I don't know. I am scared that once inside my prince will discover that the fight was not worth the prize. That he will see that i am not lovley not good and just average. I am sad and hurting right now. So If you want you can leave me a comment saying, That i am being immature, rediculous and wrong. And you would be right. I am all those things. You can add that I can't spell too, cause I don't feel like taking the time to correct this entry. So deal with it. That is it, I am going to go talk to God...read captivating, and call Joey. Cause those are some things that make ME feel good, that I am not such a friken schew up and yeah. Night .
mel