sigh
I so hate being used...
this is the fifth guy to basically use me for something...
What the hell am I doing wrong?
Do I have a big sign on my forhead screaming out "USE ME" or something?
I don't know what the hell I want relationship wise anymore, and I think it's the fact that I'm afraid of being used, and theirs the fact that I'm afraid of ending up alone, that I keep finding myself in these situations...
Or maybe it's the fact that I've been going for younger guys, although the first in the list was older, much MUCH older than me (I was 18, he was 24). I don't know, maybe I just need someone to actually care for me, and pay for me for once, instead of me doing all of the paying.
I'm in so much debt because of 3 out of the 5...
I don't know...
I just want something really great to happen, either I come into alot of money, or meet a really great guy.
Something needs to pick up.
this is the fifth guy to basically use me for something...
What the hell am I doing wrong?
Do I have a big sign on my forhead screaming out "USE ME" or something?
I don't know what the hell I want relationship wise anymore, and I think it's the fact that I'm afraid of being used, and theirs the fact that I'm afraid of ending up alone, that I keep finding myself in these situations...
Or maybe it's the fact that I've been going for younger guys, although the first in the list was older, much MUCH older than me (I was 18, he was 24). I don't know, maybe I just need someone to actually care for me, and pay for me for once, instead of me doing all of the paying.
I'm in so much debt because of 3 out of the 5...
I don't know...
I just want something really great to happen, either I come into alot of money, or meet a really great guy.
Something needs to pick up.