Fears
I hate being confused about things. I also hate how sensitive I am. I cried today. No one needs to know the details (except the people that I already told the details to). The odd thing is, I can go for a long time without crying about anything, then something just snaps and I can't hold the tears back. I've found that stress doesn't help this screwed up system. I don't know how I am gonna handle two more classes of swimming in gym. I can't take it. I think that I could probably get over my fear of heights and most of my other fears, but my fear of water will not go away. It doesn't matter how much time I spend in the water, I just can't feel comfortable. I have tried swimming lessons and they helped a little, but they never really helped. I would be able to deal with it if only they didn't force us to go in the pool for gym class (well, it's either that or sit out and get a zero, and we all know that I'm not taking that option). Thank goodness that there is only one more year of this agony (after this year, of course)!