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[lissa87]

I no longer care what that certain person does or if he cares about me or not. Yep, that's right all of you people reading this in disbelief, I actually am over him. I think I really could've done this long ago, I was just holding on to childish fantasies of having to have a crush every single second. Well, I'm done with that. Sure, there are still guys that I like as friends and some that I wouldn't mind having as boyfriends, but I'm going to stop putting that pressure on myself to find my soul mate. I have made a resolution to let love find me and I believe it will....eventually. Until then, I am going to live my life the way I want to, on my own terms. I am not even going to think about what other people think of me, especially guys. There is this new excitement in my life knowing that I have only told one person who I sort-of think that I could possibly have a thing for and that she won't tell a soul. This time I am going to make sure that the whole school does not know the name of the person I sort-of like. So there. Bring it on, you stupid social gossip circles! Hahahaha!

Well, I have to go eat dinner know, so I will probably write another entry later (if I have the time).