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[liss143]

so wednesday night was a random/fun time. me and emma went to my aunts house. the actual party was gay cuz they were selling shit for your kitchen and stuff but my aunt let us have some strawberry daquris so that ws tight. after the party we went to t-bell then emma dropped me off and caits came over to play DDR! good times fo sho. thursday i had work which suckedddd. after work i just laid around all night cuz i was sooo tired and in a bad mood. me and my mom did look at a bunch of shit to redo my room though. friday i had work again, wasnt too bad. after work i had a message from mrs d saying that jd had tickets to eminem. so yea, came home and got ready as fast as i could then jd picked me up and we met up with his aunt and older cousins. his cousins are soo fuckin hilarious. we ate at pizza popalis then walked over to comerica. when we were in line security said no cameras only i had my digi in my purse and we didnt have a car so jd said to put it in his back pocket and luckily he made it through the search. i swear i was about to have a heart attack! anyways.. the concert was sweet until i fuckin drank myself fucking retarded. i was only gunna get a lil bit tipsy with his cousins but then i just lost track and i feel like a complete ass cuz jd did something nice for me after getting home from his vacation and i repaid him by drinking myself sick in front of him, his cousins, and everyone else at the concert. jd took really good care of me though, he held me up the whole way home and then he slept over and we stayed up til like 5am. even though he forgives me and he knows how bad i feel, i know it's not alright i was wayyy outta line and i still feel sooo bad. i really need to make it up to him..... :-/

this morning we got up around 9:30 cuz jd has work at 11 and i have work at 11:30. after work i gotta clean up my room then i'm gunna meet jd at "the shack" around 8. i dunno what were gunna do... prolly go to dancin in the streets?                      ugh i just suck.

ps- i'm DONE drinking... done ruining good times and hurting people i care about the most.
love.