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[lisped]

[filtered from Aizen and arrancar;]

How do you get thomeone to wake up when they won't? Nell tried jumping, thouting, thaking... Nell even got Hitthu thomeone to do that thing in the thtory, ...Thleeping Beauty? And the'th thtill not awake.

It'th not bethauthe the doethn't have her heart... Ithigo woke up already. Nell'th going to try talking to

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[10thdiv_haineko]

... maybe she just needs a bit more rest, Nell.

[lisped]

The'th been rethting for dayth already!

[10thdiv_haineko]

Sleep and rest are two different things.

[lisped]

Nell jutht wantth to know what to do.

[10thdiv_haineko]

All you can really do is stay with her. She'll wake up when she's ready to.

[lisped]

But Nell ith ready now. And Nell betth otherth are too.

[10thdiv_haineko]

It's not up to you. It's up to her.

.... I'm not.

[lisped]

...Whatever.

It'th not their fault.

[10thdiv_haineko]

.... true, but it doesn't make it any easier.

[lisped]

Doethn't mean you can blame them and want to punith them either.

You thould know that that bethauthe their heartth were thtolen they couldn't do anything. Even Nell knowth that. The can control them normally, one inthident that wath out of everyoneth control ith no reathon to want them dead.

Bethideth, Momo doethn't have herth any more.

[10thdiv_haineko]

... I don't want her dead. I never did, but...

No. Never mind. I give you my word I won't hurt either one of them because of what happened.

You need to realize something, though. Part of a mother dies when a child does, even if it never drew breath.

[lisped]

Nell'th not thtupid, Nell will lithen to your reathonth.

Nell wouldn't know about that, Nell ith arrancar. Arrancar don't have kidth.

[10thdiv_haineko]

I've never thought you were stupid, Nell, even though you think I am.

When she wakes up, I don't think I can talk to her too much. Maybe after things settle down with Gin. This hurt both of us. I don't know... how things will end up between us.

[lisped]

...You hurt her when you thaid Aithen-thama wath juthtified in trying to kill her.

All thinigami theem to do ith hurt each other. It'th thtupid. Why can't you all jutht thay thorry and get over it already?

[10thdiv_haineko]

.... I'll tell her I'm sorry for that. I was out of line.

This isn't something you just get over. I know you don't understand the whole 'child' thing, but this was a part of me. I'll never really 'get over' it.

[lisped]

Nell didn't mean it like that. Jutht that you're all alwayth hanging onto thingth and not moving on. Like Momo and Hitthu thtill let Aithen-thama bother them, and Ithigo thtill hateth Grimmjow-Ethpada.

You can remember thothe thingth but it doethn't mean you have to let it keep you from being happy and enjoying thingth.