And my life...
I thought it was all over, and then the past 2 days it's been all back in my face again. I feel completely and utterly confused. I have no idea what to say to anybody. I thought this was all for the better, for my self. And I know thats selfish but i dont really care. But now i almost feel like i could loose suzanne and jen over this, and i am not willing to do that for anything. i hate highschool and i hate it's drama. i feel like such a loser for being so upset by all this, but i cant help it. it's like we can never get over all of this, and i was finally making my exit and i got sucked back in.