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i wore a summer dress yesterday. sleeveless.
it's november in massachusetts.
despite a complete lack of research on the subject, personal experience has lead me to believe that global warming is actually a problem and might just be the "next big thing."
as soon as the climatic benefits cease.
"mommy, it's too warm outside."
anyway, despite the lovely weather, div iii is getting lonely. they tell me that's how it's supposed to be, but i'm convinced my melancholy is more pronounced than usual.
i just noticed today that everyone i know is dating someone. that's weird. and kind of a bummer. not like i care, though.
also, i realized today that there is definitely a conspiracy of girls at hampshire who are working against me. they are doing this by trying to become my new best friends. i don't trust them and their secret motives. maybe i'm just paranoid about new friends. especially girls. girls are really actually crazy. i don't care if that's sexist.
also, i got a new job. i'm a projectionist at the new "art cinema" theater that's opening up in Amherst. I'm really stoked about this, even though it means that I will have to stay in the valley A LOT until i'm done with school.
This new job coincides with the realization (one that i'm having for the 4th or 5th time) that I truly and strongly dislike spending time in the pioneer valley. I like my work and i like focusing on my work, but it's not a stimulating or rewarding environment. in fact, i'd call it stifilng.
This recurring realization makes me wonder if i'll ever be able to settle anywhere, but i'm trying to remain convinced that this is all because the valley actually does suck.
what a boring place.
wah wah wahhhhhhhhhhhh.
it's november in massachusetts.
despite a complete lack of research on the subject, personal experience has lead me to believe that global warming is actually a problem and might just be the "next big thing."
as soon as the climatic benefits cease.
"mommy, it's too warm outside."
anyway, despite the lovely weather, div iii is getting lonely. they tell me that's how it's supposed to be, but i'm convinced my melancholy is more pronounced than usual.
i just noticed today that everyone i know is dating someone. that's weird. and kind of a bummer. not like i care, though.
also, i realized today that there is definitely a conspiracy of girls at hampshire who are working against me. they are doing this by trying to become my new best friends. i don't trust them and their secret motives. maybe i'm just paranoid about new friends. especially girls. girls are really actually crazy. i don't care if that's sexist.
also, i got a new job. i'm a projectionist at the new "art cinema" theater that's opening up in Amherst. I'm really stoked about this, even though it means that I will have to stay in the valley A LOT until i'm done with school.
This new job coincides with the realization (one that i'm having for the 4th or 5th time) that I truly and strongly dislike spending time in the pioneer valley. I like my work and i like focusing on my work, but it's not a stimulating or rewarding environment. in fact, i'd call it stifilng.
This recurring realization makes me wonder if i'll ever be able to settle anywhere, but i'm trying to remain convinced that this is all because the valley actually does suck.
what a boring place.
wah wah wahhhhhhhhhhhh.