Gah
There are a million things I should be doing besides this. But true to form, here I am posting.
So so stressed right now. This week is ass-raping me without even a smidgen of lube. I have my two lesson plans done for tomorrow. But I have a essay due Thursday and a whole application I haven't even started yet for Friday. Yeah, two essays, resume, buttload of forms to fill out.
And let's see what I am doing for the e-board for my darling Cielito Lindo. Trying to get co-sponsorship for our show from two orgs and one department. Organizing a major fundraiser (I do have a lot of help with this, but it is still a lot of work) that we have to have ready by Friday. And trying to keep two of the members, who happen to be two of my best friends, from killing one another. God so much tension and stress.
Also started off day by reading kiddie book for literature about a little boy's best friend dying. 40 pages of death and depression before 8 am. I bitched about this today in the seminar. Honestly, they are at the top of my shit list. Didn't get granted an extension I asked for a week ago. Plus they assigned us 160 pages on top of the lesson plan. Not cool. And oh yes, I started my fourth seminar tonight. If anyone ever tells you that getting your teacher's license is easy, tell them to go FUCK THEMSELVES.
So Miss Lis will not be applying for grad schools this year. Let's be honest. Not going to happen. I will find something to do. Just not that for a few years yet. *Flushes ambition down toliet*
And on top of it all, I have my period. As if that wasn't already blaringly obvious.
So so stressed right now. This week is ass-raping me without even a smidgen of lube. I have my two lesson plans done for tomorrow. But I have a essay due Thursday and a whole application I haven't even started yet for Friday. Yeah, two essays, resume, buttload of forms to fill out.
And let's see what I am doing for the e-board for my darling Cielito Lindo. Trying to get co-sponsorship for our show from two orgs and one department. Organizing a major fundraiser (I do have a lot of help with this, but it is still a lot of work) that we have to have ready by Friday. And trying to keep two of the members, who happen to be two of my best friends, from killing one another. God so much tension and stress.
Also started off day by reading kiddie book for literature about a little boy's best friend dying. 40 pages of death and depression before 8 am. I bitched about this today in the seminar. Honestly, they are at the top of my shit list. Didn't get granted an extension I asked for a week ago. Plus they assigned us 160 pages on top of the lesson plan. Not cool. And oh yes, I started my fourth seminar tonight. If anyone ever tells you that getting your teacher's license is easy, tell them to go FUCK THEMSELVES.
So Miss Lis will not be applying for grad schools this year. Let's be honest. Not going to happen. I will find something to do. Just not that for a few years yet. *Flushes ambition down toliet*
And on top of it all, I have my period. As if that wasn't already blaringly obvious.