I know that all too well. I nearly died in September. I came really close to checking out. So if you ever need to talk or vent-my email has never changed. If you need it again let me know ok? I am here. *Hugs you*
I am doing better, thanks. I managed to make it to PasCon and see the boys 2 months later. It was a struggle but I wanted to go so badly that I managed with some help! How are you now? I was so worried about you! *Hugs*
Lucky you! You met Jensen so many times now! I hope that trip wasn't taking a toll on you and after meeting Jensen you felt better. I'm still depressed but what else could you expect, right?
This last trip marks my 8th time of seeing Jensen. I am legally blind now, and in a wheelchair? But I somehow managed to get around as much as possible. It was not handicaped accessable. Ugh. But we managed like I said! *Hugs you* I know depression well. You know I will talk to you or just listen ok? Anything you need I am there. I hope the best for you sweetie! *Hugs harder*
Thanks, dear, i never doubted you. *hugs back* Blind? Like completely? I hope not! Still you're so lucky! You managed to see Jensen 8 times and it's not the last score i think. At least you have your happy moments. *sigh*
Good. Anytime-ok?! I see alot of fog these days. I have more surgeries to go on my eyes, again! I hate that. But I had to give up driving last year , not that I did any. But the temptation was there, now it's not. I have a State ID card instead. I have been so lucky! Of course she wants to go again! Not sure if that's this year coming or we wait. She did mention VanCon. So if that's on the board I'd love to go and see them there! And especially before I lose my sight completely! Never say never-I did and look where that got me! *Hugs you*
Yeah, i know *hugs* But the surgeries can be helpful, right? They're not for nothing? Is there any hope? To stop this process? No it's def never for me it's just not meant to be :( But you? You dont give up, you will see Jensen again and again. Cause yes, you're lucky :)
I guess we'll see? I was told that as soon as I could get them done-the surgeries-that it would stop the loss of vision. As in what's left of it. Every one I need is chipping away at my sight. I feel very lucky! Are you sure you can't go? That's so awful. :/ *Hugs you*
Then you need to have those surgeries sasp! And still there's hope so my fingers crossed for you! Yes, i'm sure, with curent exchange rate it's too expensive i can't afford it and i dont have a visa so... :(
Thanks so much! I will do whatever the doctor says to do-and hve any surgery he tells me I need. I promise. This is serious so yeah! Aw!!! I wanted you to see him so badly! This just sucks rocks. ;( *Hugs you*
I will follow to the T whatever he says. Promise! My sight/health is too important to me after nearly dying a few months ago. So I will do what they say! ;) Yes it does. I get 30 dollars per month. Live in a nursing home now and can't walk, or see well these days. I am stunned that Jen would do this once for me vs keep doing this for 8 times plus. I hope that you find someone who can help you to see him. I really do. *Hugs you*
Of course you will! It's about your health! And i hope the doc is the best. Let's hope for the best! *fingers crossed* Nope, i really doubt it, i dont have rich friends and usually riches are too greedy to spend their money on others anyway so there's no way for me to travel esp that far and pay for a ticket. I need to accept reality that i wont travel at all and wont see him. It's a hard sad truth but it is what it is *sigh*
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I hope you're feeling better now?
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I'm still depressed but what else could you expect, right?
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*Hugs you* I know depression well. You know I will talk to you or just listen ok? Anything you need I am there. I hope the best for you sweetie!
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Blind? Like completely? I hope not!
Still you're so lucky! You managed to see Jensen 8 times and it's not the last score i think.
At least you have your happy moments. *sigh*
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I see alot of fog these days. I have more surgeries to go on my eyes, again! I hate that. But I had to give up driving last year , not that I did any. But the temptation was there, now it's not. I have a State ID card instead.
I have been so lucky! Of course she wants to go again! Not sure if that's this year coming or we wait. She did mention VanCon. So if that's on the board I'd love to go and see them there! And especially before I lose my sight completely! Never say never-I did and look where that got me!
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But the surgeries can be helpful, right? They're not for nothing? Is there any hope? To stop this process?
No it's def never for me it's just not meant to be :( But you? You dont give up, you will see Jensen again and again. Cause yes, you're lucky :)
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I feel very lucky! Are you sure you can't go? That's so awful. :/
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Yes, i'm sure, with curent exchange rate it's too expensive i can't afford it and i dont have a visa so... :(
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Aw!!! I wanted you to see him so badly! This just sucks rocks. ;(
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What can i say? Being poor always suck :(
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Yes it does. I get 30 dollars per month. Live in a nursing home now and can't walk, or see well these days. I am stunned that Jen would do this once for me vs keep doing this for 8 times plus. I hope that you find someone who can help you to see him. I really do.
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Nope, i really doubt it, i dont have rich friends and usually riches are too greedy to spend their money on others anyway so there's no way for me to travel esp that far and pay for a ticket. I need to accept reality that i wont travel at all and wont see him. It's a hard sad truth but it is what it is *sigh*
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