K, so i guess things have gotten better...
Things have been SOO much better with Thomas, like seriously. I finally told him, and we worked it out. He told me that i was irreplacable. I was like aww. He made me feel so important. <3
On the other hand...last night he asked me if we could hang out, like go to the movies or something. I told him not to get his hopes up because my rents said never plan anything for friday's. Yeah i know rele dumb. But anyway. We were gunna go @ 7, but then bri called me and invited me to an earlier movie. My parents like the earlier one better, so i called Thomas and told him. Then he said he might be late, and im like okay, just call me and tell me what's going down. (lol)
So while i was sitting in the car waiting for melissa and bri, Thomas called and said, he'd be late. The movie started at 4:45, and he said if he should come, he'd be there around 5. and i said that was fine. Then he asked the name of the movie. i told him "Blades of Glory" (Which was very good might i add) Then he started telling me how he didnt wanna see that movie, and how he'd be miserable and bored. Well, since he's leaving for Utah tomorrow for a week, i won't get to see him, so i really wanted to hang out with him. I told him he could just come to see me. But, he eventually said he wasn't coming. I wanted to cry. He noticed that i was upset though and asked if i was okay. I just said i really wanted to see him before he left but i couldn't. And he's just like "I'd be miserable." Ever hear the saying 'dont judge a book by it's cover' ? Well, yeah, he didn't even know if he was gunna like it, so might as well go and see if u like it. But he didn't which made me upset. And not to mention that HE asked ME if i wanted to go to the movies and hang out, and i didn't even hang out with him.
So all in all i'm dissapointed and a little upset. But i'm used to it, people have been doing it to me ever since elemetry school. But i never expected something like that from my best friend.
***Thought of the day*** Dont assume that things will happen just cause someone says they will.
<3 Lisha