Drama, parents, girls, and liars suck ass!

Feb 26, 2007 15:41

Wow, how can you say life sucks? Oh yeah, LIFE SUCKS! My parents dont trust me, never give me privacy, and they bitch about NOTHING!!! AHH! Please shoot me! Yesterday, i went to go write in my journal on my labtop and my dad asked me if i was IM-ing, and i said no. And he took my computer, looked at it and gave it back. W/e idc about that, but then hes like "Sit here so i can look at the screen whenever i want." Of course i'm like "uhh, no, i don't want you reading what i'm writing." and he's like "you shouldn't post a journal on the internet." THATS THE POINT OF LJ DUMBASS!!! then i say "Idc if my friends read it, just not you." of course he ignores me and say, "i don't give a shit, sit here." So i closed my computer and went downstairs to write in my other journal. Thats problem #1.

Problem #2 Girls. They suck. I went on my ex friend jamie's LJ and saw she talked about me. (Big surprise there! not.) I already knew that from last year, and was way over it. What bothered me was my friend(?) Meghan that commented. She said "lol i like it, especially the part about alisha, it made me laugh" WHAT A BITCH!! She put on the "I'm a whore" act just to get attention, and she talks about everyone cuz she has nothing better to do. And trust me it's true, i heard it from her best friend, so i know.

Problem #3 Leckie. He wont freaking leave me alone! Now, instead of tourturing me directly, he's INDIRECTLY torturing me!! Get this, he told Izzy, Mike, Becca, Emily, AND Nessa about our fight! He can't deal with his own freaking provblems he needs a flippin life. He has no true friends. They all use him, he's so stupid, and oblivious. he's also, desperate, a wuss, ugly, annoying, stalkerish, psycho, a mental case, a weirdo, out cast....etc. He actually went to a mental institution! Ewe, he should of stayed there. This kid Randy Grape (haha funny name) repoted him for having a knife, well, i agree with him now.  He's needs to get a life and stay the hell away from me. Oh, wait, it gets better! My other best friend Becca is ACTUALLY helping him try and become friends with me again!! EVEN THOUGH SHE KNOWS I HATE HIM!! ugh, another reason why girls suck.

problem #4 Liars. They need to stfu. I hate when my parents lie to me. They say one thing and do another. ALWAYS! I'm so tired of them isulting me. Just SHUTUP FOR THREE FREAKING SECONDS!!! you dont do this lisha, your grades are bad lisha, get off the fone lisha, no lisha u cant do that, ur so lazy lisha etc..SHUT THE HELL UP!!!

Anyway, i had a long convo with thomas last night. It was really deep. We both actually cried. We promised to be ther for each other, not like we always knew we would anyway, we just wanted to assure each other. We are the most amaazing (YEs its a word lol) best friends ever! Take your bestf friend and mutiply how awesome they are in everyway by like infinity! That what Thomas is for me. I'd do anything for him. I'd take a bullet for him. He's the one person i can be myself with, and i love him so much. We're so similar too, it's scary. WE BOTH WANT A LLAMA WHEN WE GROW UP!!! LMAO!! We're like attached at the hip. I can tell him anything, and i like having that. I just hope it'll stay that way when he leaves for college, i can't lose my best friend,  dont ask why, i just cant.  The survey i took yesterday, there was a question in it saying, "if you could keep one friend forever, who would it be?" Of course i said thomas. He said me too. i asked him about Jeff and christina, and he said "They're cool, but  you're the one i tell everything to."  I love him<3 period.

My life is so confusing and hard. I need help. Idk who i am anymore. Who are my real friends besides Thomas, cuz i know he definitly is. This is so confusing.

Lisha is a stupid girl.
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