Dec 12, 2005 22:21
Drama....can't seem to get away from it! Ok, today I got out of my first class and I hear my bestfriend is dating my ex-boyfriend, which I know I shouldn't be jealous, but I am, I mean we haven't been together for about a month now, but I still feel like I need him. I never expected for my best friend...so I thought...to start dating him. He and I were together all through high school, and now that we have started college it's like my whole life changed. I'm so sad. It s like i have no one to depend on now, i mean i thought i had him, but if not him then i had Elizabeth, but now they have both stabbed me in the back and i'm sitting here alone. Well...lol...I guess it's good i got this journal now...people can help me and i don't have to worry about them hurting me in a way that the closest and dearest people in the world to me did...if you happen to read this...HELP!!