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I have decided that the whiteboard calender on my wall is getting undated and old....so I have scratched must study calculus on the bottom of it....good enough for now. I have been super stressed latley: school times 2 jobs...i am swamped....my friends have been pretty great with the surgery and calming my fears....its getting closer and i feel so scared....its fall again...scarf weather....i love it!!! i want to go shopping on my next pay day and i still want to see the exhibit at science world.....life has been getting so busy i cant stop watching ppl and their lives....it seems so much more peaceful now but i adore it...no more drinkin...i feel older and not so stupid and i like it a lot....i love the feeling of direction and the feeling that i am going somewhere important....i like my friends and my boyfriend and school.....i like it all....my dad bought me a laptop and its great.....i reallie wanna go to new york.....i think it would be amazing....well im off to get starbucks once again and study for calculus before I go out but give me on my cell guys if i have missed u and we will chill....ive missed everyone latley....cheers!!!