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so life has been good...i work almost every day and on the 21st marks the 3 day i have had off this month....3 days out of 21 thats insane and there all long hard shifts.....more training next week the only thing that excites me about it is more money but i see less of tara...opposite work schedules.....i havent been there for her much these days with all my outtings and work like we always talked but now its weird......she was waving frantically at me today when i saw her....miss u girlie.....and tristan i miss u more then anything too.....i miss everybody.....and its weird it was a year ago....now...i cant even count the tears i wanna cry but i cant for some reason...it also is a 2 years now since i started staples....isnt that weird.....2 years!!!! and going....things r sooo weird right now....im workin more in the copy center which is weird but okay i suppose becasue i work in there a lot and it keeps me busy but im not used to workin in the day....skool ahahaha i have to go to all 3 campuses next semester....not exciting....diane and i also decided we might go to merritt....tara wants to go.....my parents also told me that were going to california at the end of march......weird isnt it......california....omgosh.....should i go??? i dunno......life is so nuts........i dont even talk to serg anymore and i miss him soooo much and hes leavin!!!!! everything happens in feb. why is that? karen isnt happy.....i turn 19 soon too.....not that exciting since i have become the opposite of what i was....which is weird.....but it has brought me so much happiness.....i have everything and its weird cuz sometimes everything is movin so fast that i stop and take a deep breath to see that its real....should i be doing all that....also ubc and sfu....im sooo confused...thank gosh for academic advisors who push u.....now i cant pick.....so i have come to the conclusion that my talent in skool will serve me well....instead of denying it i tell ppl i do good....which i do and i do tell ppl but i never wanted to believe it but now i am....im meeting ppl who think gettin an A in something is unheard of but A's to me are like air....i just get them.....im babbling and i need sleep big day in vancouver tomorrow....night everyone!!!!